Stuck in between (Under Construction)

Samacoon's confession

Renai's bedroom aka Samacoon's second bedroom

Renai's POV
Samacoon started walking us to his bathroom slowly. We were walking like two new lovebirds through a chilly park. When we arrived to the bathroom, Samacoon opened the door with his free hand and waltzed in like a dancer at a masquerade ball. He welcomed me in with a warm smile and began preparing our bubble bath. The water started to pour into the tub like a rushing river. It emitted steam from its constantly moving body as it flowed into the large bathing bowl. Bubbles started forming as Samacoon began to pour bubble bath soap into the warm water. I undressed myself, wanting my skin to be kissed by the warm water. As the tub filled, I entered the pool of warm water while still taking time to admire the bubbles and warmth of the bath. Once the water finished pouring, Samacoon undressed himself as well and entered the bath with me. He then got a small remote control from a nearby soap dish and pressed a button on the little device. The bathroom began to hum a calming tune known as Clair De Lune. It began softly, allowing me to relax in the warm water with Samacoon. He began to look at me with a soft, calming expression, like he was lulling me to sleep with his gaze. Samacoon placed the remote back into the soap dish and began speaking. "Renai, what did he do to you? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." There was an awkward silence between us until I spoke up and said "It's ok, I'll tell you. At first it was just him in the bath, kissing my neck. Then he started escalating his actions, quickly. He left marks, bruises, and memories on my skin. He played with me. He....touched me, places I didn't want to be touched. He made me uncomfortable and he aroused me. He took advantage of my submissive nature and molested me. I didn't like it! I wasn't attracted to him at all! It was a twisted and disgusting one-sided relationship between us. I had only seen him a few times! Why would he be so attracted to me?
That sick bastard made me moan, and cry, and whimper until I broke into a mess beneath him! I was never in my life so ashamed or embarrassed before him. Now, I feel violated, like a first-time prostitute in a whore house. I feel dirty, but no bath could ever cleanse the feeling of his handiwork. I just need somebody to lean on right now." I looked up at Samacoon, finishing my extended response. He returned my gaze with wide, surprised eyes. "Renai, I'm so sorry you had to suffer like that. If I would have known about how bad it was I would have had him executed! I'll take responsibility for this. I'll help you through your troubles so don't be sad. It'll only make it harder to recover. Speaking of recovery, your cuts and scars appear to be gone!" I peered down at my skin, noticing the beautiful, pale canvas stretched over me, was now free of deep and painful cuts. It felt amazing to be free of such pain. I can't believe I hadn't realized it before. Samacoon's arm stretched out before me and pulled me closer to his soft, bear chest. "Just know I care about you, and mostly you. Ever since I met you back at the silk shop, I thought you were just another quiet customer coming in to look at the finest silks in all of Japan. Turns out, you were an abused boy, with lashes and bruises painting you like a canvas of pain and suffering. You were hurting but you stayed quiet about your pain. Why? Why wouldn't you tell anyone about your torture? I felt obligated to take care of you and treat you the way you longed for your entire life. I wanted to help you learn to love and learn to be loved. It was just a feeling I had but look, we're here now mending wounds and bonding together.I love you and I'd do anything for you Renai. Just tell me when your hurting or you need help. I'll be there for you. I promise." Samacoon finished his confession looking directly into my eyes with absolute honesty and passion. My cheeks were beginning to turn to a light scarlet as I averted my eyes. Samacoon released me from his embrace and sat up. He noticed me blushing so I quickly plastered a nervous smile on my face and hoped for the best while I again, averted my eyes. I watched Samacoon lean towards me gingerly as he gently began to kiss my lips. At first I was surprised to find such passion and meaning in a simple kiss, then I understood what he was doing. He was expressing his love for me in a sweet and soft manner. It felt so amazing to the point where I couldn't help but close my eyes and melt into his kiss. He was so honest with his body language and facial expressions. He was so passionate about about loving me and caring for me. I couldn't help but fall in love with him. Now, this lovely boy is kissing me in warm, bubbly bath water. Samacoon slowly released my lips from his as he drifted from my face to his side of the tub. He looked into my eyes and wore the sweetest smile. It made me blush like crazy while my face stretched into an embarrassed expression. Samacoon laughed at this, noticing how I was overeating about such a simple thing. It gave him much joy to see my reaction. "What, too soon?" I shook my head and spoke softly. "No, it's Perfect." He took my words with an open heart and began bathing himself. "Wait a minute, I'll wash you when I'm finished." He poured soap over his pale skin and began to rub it, making it lather with the water previously resting on his skin. He hummed to the classical masterpiece that seemed to be playing in a loop. It was beautiful and mesmerizing to me to hear such beauty through a song for what seemed like hours. I trailed off in my own thoughts until Samacoon pulled me from my mind by simply tapping on my shoulder. "Are you ready?" I gave a slight nod and he began bathing me too. He washed my hair with baby shampoo and a specialized conditioner I've never heard of.
Then, he began washing my body. Slowly but gently, he washed my body clean of filth, taking his time in sensitive areas making sure not to make me uncomfortable. Samacoon reached for the remote in the soap dish and silenced the music previously playing. He started to stand up, water trailing down his body like individual streams on a forest floor. He stepped out of the bath tub and wrapped himself in a white fluffy towel, much like mine lying next to him. He beckoned me to follow the same process and wrapped me up in the second towel laid on his bathroom counter. Samacoon led us out of his bathroom and into the hallway where warm air met cool air and turned ice cold. We proceeded to walk down the hallway while I took my time noticing small details in the walls, floors, and doors. Once we had stopped, we ended up at a door at the at the end of a narrow hallway. It called to me like a siren, its door red like roses. I placed my hand upon the cold door handle and twisted it to the right. As the door began to open, I was taken by the sight of rose petals elaborately placed upon the floor and bed inside of the bedroom. The sunset was spilling through the window. I ran inside of the room and plopped down onto the bed as rose petals bounced with me. Samacoon followed in shortly after, chuckling at my ridiculous antics.  "Who's room is this?" I asked excitedly. "It used to be my second bedroom but now it belongs to you! Enjoy it!" I smiled, blushed, then buried my face in the pillow. Samacoon planted himself on the bed right next to me, making the bed bounce again. "Did you put these petals here?" Samacoon nodded. "I was decorating the room for you until Sydney came to get me. That's when I found you again." "Well, I'm glad you did! I was panicked without you!" Those words made Samacoon smile. Samacoon watched as I  flipped over onto my back, looking into his eyes while he displayed a happy smile that slowly wilted into a face that was painfully hiding something. He averted his eyes and started twindling his thumbs. "What's wrong Samacoon? Are you ok?" Samacoon nodded as painfully as his facial expression. "Yeah, I'm ok. I just..." he pause mid sentence, letting or conversation go with the same look from earlier. "I just.....what?" I asked curiously. "I just want you to be happy. I know your old enough to do a lot if things now. You can drink, you can smoke, and you can fuck within the mansion. Our law here is pretty awesome. Now that you have your own room, you can do anything in complete privacy.  I just wanted to officially welcome you to your new life inside of the mansion. Feel free to do whatever inside of your new home." I looked at him with pure shock and disbelief. "What? Really?!" he nodded. "Thank you so much Samacoon!" Samacoon smiled with the same sad, painful expression from earlier. "What's truly wrong with you Samacoon?" Samacoon looked into my eyes and spoke. "I know that you'll grow attached to multiple males here and that's ok, you have that freedom here. I just wish I could be the first you would commit sins with here in this house. I truly love you Renai. Could I be your first sinner?" I gave it some though. 'Would it be worth it giving up my virginity to someone for a life like this? I can live where no one can hurt me or endanger me! Safety sounds wonderful! Samacoon is also going to allow multiple relationships within ours, he won't make me choose just one to love because he knows how people are with love. As long as I'm protected here, I'll stay. Even if it means giving my virginity to a boy as sweet as Samacoon." I looked into his eyes and gave a slight nod. "I'll do it, but only if you promise to keep me safe!" Samacoon smiled brightly, laughing at my childish tone. "Of course, my love. Anything for you."