Impossible love life of a fan girl

Chapter Sixty-three

How?

How?

How?

May nakakuha samin ng picture?

Tiningnan ko yung mga comments, grabe sila makapagsalita.

-What the?! She's a slut! S-L-U-T!

-Who the heck is that girl?! Suho is hugging her?! I want to punch her!

-What?! Why are they hugging each other?! Freak!!!

I don't know if I will cry..

I don't know if I will scream..

Hindi ko alam kung nagagalit ako or natatakot.

But HOW?!

Nasundan kami ng fan?!

I want to go back in that time. Dapat pala, hindi na pala ako pumunta dun!

What if magkaron ng impact toh sa EXO? 

This can't happen!!

My hands are trembling..

My feet are trembling.

Everything!

Hindi ako pumunta sa SM Ent. Building. 

Nahihiya ako.

Hindi ko alam kung pano ko sila haharapin..

Maya-maya..

Tumawag sakin yung isang staff ng EXO..

Louise: Y...y...yeoboseyo?

Staff: Louise, you need to come here.

Louise: Right now?

Staff: Yes.

Okay.. I have no choice. Kailangan kong pumunta dun.

Habang naglalakad ako, tinatago ko yung face ko even though na alam ko na hindi naman nakita yung face ko sa picture..But still... Tinatakpan ko pa din.

Okay this is it..

Pumasok na ko sa room... 

Nakaupo yung EXO-K kasama yung manager nila.

Umupo na din ako..

Manager: Okay, I think alam nyo na may kumakalat na picture. 

Louise: I'm sorry.

Manager: It's not your fault.. Pag-uusapan natin kung pano natin haharapin yun.

Suho: Let's just ignore it. Unti-unti din yang mawawala.

Nag-usap kami for thirty minutes.

Halos wala akong maintindihan.. Hindi kasi comfortable sa kinauupuan ko ngayon.

Nahihiya pa din ako..

Hindi ko alam kung pano haharapin yung EXO lalo na si Suho..

Pagtapos mag-usap, ako naunang lumabas tapos dumiretso ako as rooftop.

Ang lalim ng iniisip ko.

Hindi ko alam kung ano yung gagawin ko.

What if madagdagan yung haters ng EXO?

Halos maiyak nga ako eh.

Maya-maya, may humawak sa shoulders ko, napatingin ako bigla..

Si Suho..

I suddenly hugged him, nagsorry ako sa kanya..

Suho: Hey c'mon, it's not your fault.

I keep on crying..

He hold my hands..

Suho: Ang cold ng hands mo ah.. You're nervous?

Louise: Well..I don't know.

Suho: Look, don't worry..Mawawala din yun.

Louise: Are you sure?

Suho: 100% sure.

Louise: Malay mo magseparate tayo dahil dun?

Suho: Hey don't say that. Remember that locks of love nung nasa Namsan tower tayo?

Louise: Yup.

Suho: Naglagay tayo dun ng padlock diba?

Louise: Yeah.

Suho: It symbolizes na our love will be locked forever. There is nothing that can ever separate us. Okay?

Louise: Okay..

He hugged me again and kissed my forehead.

Nung moment na yun, halos makalimutan ko lahat ng kinatatakutan ko.

He knows how to comfort me..

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Hello! I'm sorry kung ito lang muna iupdate ko for this day :| I'm really really really sorry.

Rest day ko pala bukas so baka sa Monday na ako magupdate. Please be patient..

By the way, may ginagawa pala ako na story.. I think irelease ko yun pag tapos na toh. I hope na suportahan nyo yun! "150 DAYS WITH MY IDOL" Basta, maglalagay ako ng sneak peek nun ;)

From: ImpossibleDreamer