I haven't seen Connor yet.
I'm not sure if I wanted to or not.
When I got on the bus. I picked the third one. And he went on the back of the Second one.
I could occasionally see him looking back at my bus.
His eyes searching.
But what was he searching for?
As I sit by myself listening to music, he looks back again.
But turns back around.
I look outside the bus window, beginning to think.
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When I get off of the bus, I check myself Present on the list.
Then I go near the cafeteria doors and wait to be let out.
I pick up the smell of heavy cologne. Instantly thinking it was Connor, I turned around.
And it was him.
He walked away to the snack line. With his friends.
His cologne lingered under my nose.
I closed my eyes, not to be weird, but I savored it.
The bell rung, signaling for us to go to our next class.
My eyes reopened, and I sigh.
I could hear Connor behind me, making jokes with his empty-headed friends.
I put in my earbuds, and hurry to my art class.
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When I get to my English class, Anna widens her eyes.
Connor was there, pretending to hump his hands.
I look around him and throw a peace sign up at Anna.
He noticed this. And stopped his movements, glancing at me.
I sit down next to Anna.
"I'm so excited!" I whisper shout.
I was so thrilled that I couldn't contain myself.
She laughs.
"Why?"
Connor passes closely behind us.
I smile at Anna.
"I'm getting new glasses today!" I say excitedly.
In the corner of my eye, I could see Connor staring at us.
He so wanted attention.
I don't know if it was directly from us, but he wanted it.
"Calm down Angel." She laughs out.
I was hyper, I had to admit it.
Connor sits down. But again, not in his regular seat.
But I could feel his eyes burning a hole in the side of my face.
The teacher tells us to settle down and do the vocab warm-up.
I shift and bounce uncomfortably in my seat.
Connor suddenly gets up, walking so close to me.
Then stopping behind us, but not facing our way.
I could yet again smell his cologne.
It made me miss him even more.
Anna takes out her phone.
Mine vibrates after a few seconds.
Anna: When you came in, Connor tapped my shoulder. He whispered something to me then did this little dance. I was like wtf?
My heart crumbles with the text.
But I put on a smile.
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When I get home, my god sister greets me warmly.
