I want to write all my feeling down,
but once it starts,
I just cant stop.
A love that's broken and shattered,
but we use these shards against ourselves.
Look around and you'll see
everyone will bleed
when you pull off that mask
See their all the same and yes,
just like me.
We like to pretend
that we're something new.
I thought I had faith.
I thought that you knew,
cause when the lights go off
It seems so new
but the melted tears are more than just a stain.
I hoped taking off my blindfold
would help me see the light
and you see that mask shines so bright
even when you can't seem to smile or even find me
See, I've lost my key
that once hung onto me,
has simply been lost at sea.
One day, I hope you find me,
Within that black heart that barely beats for me.
Please just hold on as I fall apart.
I'll call you smart as you cut me into shards.
I'm not the prettiest, though I know
I'm far from average,
I know this my not make sense for the fool they see as cool,
See even you might find it hard to understand,
So please take my hand,
before I fall,
I just wish you where there to tell me who I am.
These are the thoughts that go through my head.
