Panic.
I feel panic.
I feel insanity surround
Dazed by all chaos
What's normal anymore?
Crying.
I am screaming.
Where is this God?
I can't seem to grasp reality
Was it ever there?
Abuse.
Blood trickles.
Why do fathers turn?
Why do mother's laugh
Their rage is okay
Discipline.
Lonely.
All the darkness.
I will simply die
Alone and lying wide awake
These nights, I used to sleep
Nightmares follow me
Razors look at me with sneers
"You need to. You want."
Did I have dreams?
Before I floated
To the hell that awaits
I took my life
But saved myself
FROM PANIC AND PAIN.
