Lock myself away
Deep into the dark
Up, away from everything
Some might call me crazy
Truly, I'm just scared
Of socially being
Interacting with the world
I'll read, I'll write
I'll cry
I will never come out
From the hole I've made
Up, Up, Up in my room
It's dark; curtains drawn
Mellow music turned loud
No one can hear my shouts
No one can notice; I just don't eat
I could die alone
It'd be fine
I've done it before
Why not again?
Don't worry about me
I can cut all ties
I didn't have friends from nine to fourteen
I don't need them now
It's a good excuse
To be put on hold
To go to hell
All alone in a room full of people
So why not alone by myself?
Just me and my thoughts
For 24 hours of every single day
