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II

The elusiveness

Of the realisation

Of an "if"

Is prevalent enough for me

To live with the

Stiff

understanding

                                            that

It was only a thought

A turn not taken

An...

impossible possibility

                                                           in the endless maze of life


But if

I were to take that "if"

As a reason not to try

With the false belief that

That would be shelter

From the wounds of failure

Then surely, I would be

Despicably foolish

To fall for the trap

The forever tortures

Of the "if"

That can never be erased

That 'always'

- never altered.


Surely

Failure

Fruited from the attempt to change

A possibility

                            An if

Into an is

                      - Into a was

Is more comfort for my heart

An enveloping blanket of tenderness,

A scar that will heal,

Than the piercing thorns,

The swarming, ruthless whispers,

Of a missed opportunity,

That I will always hear.

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