Brothers ||Markson||

17.

Mark POV

~ 1 week later ~

Jaebum still doesn't know anything about me and Jackson or me being a hybrid and I'd like to keep it like that
I want things to be normal...
I want nothing to change
And if I can't do that with Jackson,  at least do it with the others

Would that be so bad if they never find out ?
I don't think so....

Oh and in 3 days we are going back in Korea and I'm happy for this because I want to stay away from my parents for a while and of course because I miss the others

" Uh Mark ?"

Suddenly I heard Jackson's voice and that made me jump a little because I didn't know he was in my room
Huh , I guess I was deep in my thoughts

" Oh um.... hi Jackson "

An awkward silence fell upon us and I wasn't comfortable with that but luckly Jackson continued talking

"I came here to apologize for..... treating you like this
I know that you love me and would never hurt me.....
And I know that it wasn't your choice to be a hybrid too
At first I couldn't procces that and I only thought that you were a monster without thinking about your feelings.
And I'm sorry for that"

" Jackson, it's ok
I understand that you were afraid " I said smiling

This is the first time I smiled in a week

Jackson looked at me with a serious expression and I did the same because I knew what was coming next
And I feared that for a long time....

" What are we going to do now ?" Jackson asked

" I don't know but I can't deny the feelings I have for you and now that I know it isn't incest..... the feelings grew stronger"

Jackson looked at me with pity in his eyes
I don't think he returns the feelings and he doesn't want to tell me because he fears that I'll get hurt

But honey , I've been hurt for the past 3 years so just fucking tell me the painfull truth

" Mark.... one of the reasons you have depression is ..... me ?"

I couldn't deny that

It will hurt him
But the truth hurts like hell
Welcome to the real world , honey

So I just nodded meaning that ,yes
He is one of the many reasons

But he can't do shit about it

Jackson hugged me a whispered

" I'm sorry "

I'm sorry too Jackson

But we can't change anything

I don't want your pity

I don't need it

Hello ^^

Bye :3