Brothers ||Markson||

9.

Jackson POV

It's been 3 days since I last heard Mark's thoughts but nothing else .
I didn't hear anything at all.

I wonder why......
And I wonder why did I hear it in the first place
I have so many feelings at the same time that I don't know what to do
It's all so scary but I don't really want to talk about it with anyone

Oh and did I forget to mention that Mark collapsed two times ?

And if that happens again , I'm taking him to the hospital whether he likes it or not .

I don't want to lose him too

Suddenly, my heart started to hurt really,  really bad and I fell on the floor .
Everything around me was blurry
I couldn't hear or see anything
I started coughing  blood
I felt like dying

Wait ......

Dying

Oh no.....

" MARK !" I yelled but that only made me coughing even more blood

With all the strength left , I stood up and headed to Mark's room

Mark POV

I can't ........ I just can't take it anymore......

Just looking at him makes me understand that I should just die...
Why was I even born ?

I'm standing on my bed why a blade in my right hand.
This is it...... at least I saw my parents for the last time.....

The blade was already touching my pale skin .....

I was about to do the first cut when someone brust into my room like a hurricane
 
It was Jackson...... and he was covered in blood .....

" JACKSON!" i yelled , dropping the blade on the floor and hugging him

" Mark.... " he was barely breathing

I started sobbing on his shoulder and he put his arms around my waist , pulling me closer to his chest.
I could hear his heart beating very fast

" Y-You tried t-to commit s-suicide d-didn't you ....."

" Yes ! B-Because I d-don't deserve to live !"

" MARK..... THAT'S NOT TRUE !"

" IT IS JACKSON !"

" NO !"

" I DESERVE TO DIE BECAUSE I CAN'T LIKE MY BIOLOGICAL BROTHER THE WAY I DO !"

This left him speechless .....

And Jackson's face was the last thing I saw before everything went black.....

This was such a short and shitty chapter and I apologize for that......