Amemone flower meaning |
[Enter]Amemone on a darker note indicates fading hope and a feeling of having been forsaken. On a positive note it symbolizes anticipation.
"Well, searching for other meanings wouldn't hurt."
Spider lily meaning |
[Enter]Spider lily is a very dark flower meaning death.
My eyes widened.
"What have I done?" I whispered, shaking.
"I-I'm s-s-so s-sorry Miyuki." I whispered, silently crying.
"It's all my fault. You would've still been alive if it wasn't for me. I should be dead instead."
I'm at fault. Nobody else is. I don't deserve to be alive anymore.
I hung my head low, tears falling from my eyes wetting the bedsheets. I pressed the power button on my laptop and placed it on my desk. I curled up in my bed, not caring if I hadn't had dinner.
Who would be there to have it with me anyway?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _"Izu-kun! You wanna have lunch together?!" I asked.
I'm faking.
"Oh. Um, if it's okay, we are having lunch with Uraraka and Iida."
Of course.
"Oh I know both of them!" I smiled and gripped my bento.
"Oh that's great! Let's go!" We both ran to their table. Izuku immediately sat down next to Ochako. I decided to sit next to Iida.
"So. Iida, what do you like to do?" I asked trying to start a conversation.
"I like to read, and run. I'll be like my big brother someday! He's the best!" (Lmao he's so OOC)
"Woah! I love to read to! But, I don't really have any siblings."
"Being a little sibling is cool! Especially with a big brother like mine!" He said, expressing with his hands.
"A-Ah. I don't think I'd be a good big sister." I mumbled.
"Sure you would! You're so nice and kind!"
"I'm dangerous as well. That's why Izuku and Kacchan are my only friends." I explained.
"Aww, don't think like that. You probably wouldn't be able to hurt a fly!"
Oh how you're wrong.
"Izuku."
"Hmm?" He was confused I hadn't called him Izu-kun.
"I'll sit with Kacchan for today. I'm not feeling so good."
"Okay."
He doesn't even care.
I slowly got up from my seat and grabbed my bento. I weakly smiled at Iida and muttered an apology. I walked over to Kacchan. He was seated with Kirishima and they were talking. I sat myself right next to Kacchan.
"Oh. It's you." He said calmly. Surprisingly.
I coughed as a petal slipped. I made sure to hide it.
"Yeah. So you want the rest of my food. I'm not hungry."
"No." He replied.
"Kirishima. Want it?" I asked.
"A cute girl offering me food?! Of course I want it!" Kirishima shouted.
"C-Cute?!"
"Yeah you're cute!" He shouted once more, but his mouth was stuffed.
"T-Thanks." I blushed and smiled.
"Ugh, get a room." Bakugou growled.
"You hardly ate anything Y/N." Kirishima stated, suddenly being serious.
"U-Um, yeah. I'm not hungry. I said that."
And my stomach growled right on cue.
"You're lying. Here have some." He said holding a spoon to my face. (I am legit fangirling while writing this. Too bad it's an Izuku x reader with angst...)
I opened my mouth and he gently placed the spoon in my mouth, letting me close it.
"Wow, I did pretty good on this one." I muttered.
"You make your own bento's?!!" He asked shocked.
"Yeah...?" I stated but it was more of a question.
"I thought your mom would make your bento's!"
"A-Ah. Well, I make my bento's. Ehe."
"Y/N what's wrong?" Kacchan asked. More like demanded.
"What makes you think somethings wrong?"
"You're not the same right now. Tell me."
"I'll just go to your house later. I'll explain everything there." I notified him.
"Yeah, whatever." He mumbled.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _Well...
Hanahaki is creeping up on you lmao
My Google Chrome is filled with flower meaning tabs o.O
These are the things I do for stories like this
Listening to sad music helps a lot tho :')
Haha I'll see you guys in the next one.
Hopefully you like this book so far.
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