I feel a cold wind
Brush over my still body
The pain should be burning
But can't feel anything
Nothing but empty
Worthless and broken
I should have left silently
Without a word spoken
Rushing
Trying to find the pieces
Of the carefree girl I was
Before
My biggest performance yet
The curtain drawn on them all
My character a girl
Who got up after the fall
But I'm not that strong
I'm just me
Crumbled under the pressure
Of what once set me free
Memories flood through me
Playing back in my once dream filled mind
The only thing I can feel
Regret, the want to turn back time
Memories overlap
Voices jumble together
Chanting the words
I never wanted to remember
I feel there echoing rhythm
Pulsing through me
Make it stop make it stop...
No one can see
My inside battle against the memories
Silence
The worst of them all
Still haunting me
Whenever I see him
A spell is cast and I fall
My hands are tighed
Lips silently move
Can't say a word
I hear a voice calling
I recede futher into myself
And join the fallen
