I tried so hard
To leave everything behind
I looked for someone
To clear him from my mind
Tried to start over
To begin again
To forget the way
Things were back then
But I'm not sure I want to forget
Not everything
I dont want to forget
The way I felt
How with one word
My heart would melt
The calm peace
That fell over me
Whenever he was around
Finally free
Understood
And cared for
But its gone
Memories, nothing more
A gentle touch
The feel of his subtle heartbeat
When he held me
Safe from defeat
Magic
The only word I can use
I was naive
Didn't know what I had to lose
So cold
Simply alone
I wish for another chance
I wish I had known
Sparks
That once flew
Fly in front of my eyes
And I can't start new
Chained
Trying to forget
Trapped
In my walls of regret
