My Big, Fat Love

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Men.

Who wouldn't know where their weakest barrier is? It's right in their crotch area - sometimes used for urinating, for procreating, and for some weird reason, their organ thinks for them. Surprise, surprise.

Give them "the look" and they'll look back at your boobs, pababa ng pababa hanggang sa legs. If you're hot enough for them, their wandering eyes will scan your face again and then to your neck, collar bones, and then another once-over.

This gorgeous Isaiah James Chavez is doing just that to me. Nakalimutan na yata niya ang mga kabarkada niyang natulala lang sa aming dalawa dahil sa malagkit na tinginan namin.

Sumimsim ako ng iniinom kong strawberry shake. I feel really hot right now. Is it just my imagination or did his pupils just dilate, his eyes ablazed with passion and desire? Lumala pa iyon when my tongue grazed my lips. Sayang iyong dumikit na strawberry shake na dumikit sa labi ko.

I can definitely win this.

I'm wearing a black v-neck shirt and skinny jeans. Yes I'm not skinny pero masikip iyong pants kaya skinny na lang. Gusto ko lang i-emphasize ang medyo malaki pero sexy legs ko. My body is in proportion naman talaga - lumalaki lang ang size dahil sa katakawan ko sa matatamis.

Knowing that my cleavage is showing up, I crossed my arms in front of me. Wala, wala talaga akong ine-emphasize. I just saw his other male friends gulp at sinisiko ang isa't isa, halatang sinisipat ang dibdib ko. The female ones looked at theirs - oh. Error 404 - Not Found.

Sinalikop ko ang buhok kong straight at itim na itim at nilagay ko sa harapan ko. Lalong naglumikot mga mata nila. This is why I've been getting indecent proposals. My body language is "malandi".

Kung kanina ay pinagtatawanan nila ang size ko, ngayon naman ay halos panluwaan na sila ng mga mata. Sa totoo lang, your sex appeal doesn't depend on how you look in a superficial way. It's how you carry yourself, how you hold your chin up high, and never backing down from those who look at you with disgust. Most importantly, it is about how you think, talk, and act.

"Long time, no see!" Baka mapanisan ako ng laway sa kanila. Napangisi ako dahil hindi pa rin sila nagsasalita. Naiinip talaga ako. "Well then, I think I should go." Tinaas ko pa ang inumin ko sa kanila. Parang cheers ba.

Nakatalikod na ako pero may kamay na pumatong sa balikat ko at pinigilan ako. Sa pagtindig ng balahibo ko at pag-init ng loob ko ay alam ko na kung sino.

Hinarap ko siya, still looking at his fingers slightly grazing my skin. Nararamdaman niya kaya ang goose bumps ko roon? My eyes traveled along his taut arms, then to his shoulders. Sinipat ko ang kabuuan ng harap niya. Three-piece suit suits him well. His wide (but not too wide) shoulders makes me think that he belongs in the modeling industry, not in the four corners of the board room. I'm still yet to see his other assets.

"Why don't you stay for a while, Carlyn? It's like a mini-reunion. Pwede nating pagkwentuhan ang high school days natin." Mukhang nakabawi na siya sa pag-show off ko kanina dahil ngumiti siya ng malaki. Why does he have to look this hot? Kahit ang ngiting iyon ay akala mo nangungutya. Ganoon din ang mga kasama niya. Balik sa dati.

"Tama si Pretty Boy, Carlyn! You should join us. We'll go bar-hopping later." Wika ni Ximena. Isa pa itong kabarkada at naging girlfriend ni Isaiah noon. Actually, sa kanilang anim, palitan lang naman sila lagi. And oh, the Pretty Boy name has its own story. Natawa tuloy ako.

Hindi pa rin inaalis ni Isaiah ang kanyang kamay sa balikat ko kaya tiningala ko siya. 5'7" ang taas ko pero nasa anim na talampakan siguro siya kaya kailangan ko pang tingalain. His hair is clean-cut. His eyes... well, his hazel eyes will be the death of me dahil natagpuan ko na lang ang sarili kong tumatango dahil parang iyon ang gusto niya.