Celsius [Completed]

Chapter 26

Emma pov

it was dark again and I was in the forest just like my last dream, only thus time I was my right age

"hello" I called out in the dark cold night

"Jude" I shouted for him

"stop calling him" I heard a voice. I turned around only to see a younger version of myself glaring at me again

"what do you want?" I asked looking at her

"for you to stop messing everything up" she told me

"what am I messing up?" I exclaimed confused

"everything, stop calling him" she shouted

"he's my-our mate we love him" I told her still confused at what was going on

"I don't love Jude" she shouted

"he's our-" I started

"I don't care I don't love him and you don't either" she accused

"yes I do" I said annoyed

"you know who we love stop denying it and remember" she shouted

"I'm not denying-" I started till a memory of Asher on his bike showed up

'you're just a fucking idiot....and I'm an even bigger one for loving you' he said again

"i-i......" I stuttered not knowing what to say

"you're so stupid" she said pushing me again and I started to fall deeper and deeper into the darkness till I woke up with a start in my room covered in sweat and panting

"what the fuck is wrong with me" I groaned laying back down. did I use to have a crush on Asher? Yes, but love was a bit much wasn't it. I had a mate sure I haven't really seen him in a while which was driving me insane, but I still loved Jude. I loved the way the sparks felt when we were together, I loved the way he'd treat me like a queen, I loved how he was so kind and nice to me and everyone else around him. with Asher I could never have that all I'd have is a cold boyfriend...... who donates millions to hospitals and is always there for me when I need it

"I love Jude" I said positive of myself

"then why are you here?" mom asked coming into my room

"mom" I exclaimed

"I'm sorry it's just that I heard some noises and went to come check on you" she told me and I sighed

"you were eavesdropping" I deadpanned

"well it is your birthday so I did come to wish it to you" she said reminded me of how today was supposed to go. Jude was finally going to mark and turn me into a werewolf, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen

"thanks, where's dad?" I asked

"he's out getting your present, so you're having second thoughts about Jude?" she asked me

"no I love Jude" I told her

"mhm, how do you feel about Asher?" she asked

"he's my friend" I told her

"does he think that way?" she asked raising an eyebrow and I hugged my pillow closer to me

".......when he came here last time, he said he loved me" I told her and I saw her smile

"I knew it" she cheered

"mom it's not a good thing I don't feel that way about Asher" I told her and she gave me a 'really' look