Confusion mixed in Turmoil
"You can talk to me..."
Yeah Right!
Only when it is a good time for you
Is it so hard to listen when someone is saying
Something you don't want to hear?
"Its only your opinion,"
And it never counts
"People go through worst."
Do you know the full extent of the things that trouble me?
Lie after lie
Disappointment after disappointment.
Strength comes from the hope that I will one day leave this place.
You!
I am told not to trust.
Yet still serve your like my king
Can anyone make sense of this?
"I love you"
On one hand, yet
The other is slowly killing me.
Words only words...
Everyone else has always been more important,
Even He!!
"You need to let go"
Why must I be the one to change while,
You pull together the shreds you define as a relationship?
Is He more important?
"I love you"
You love me?
Let the truth free
Stop lying to yourself.
You hate me
This is not love
Give jack his jacket
Say it with me, "I only tolerate you."
But that's me
I see it wrong
NO!
I am tired of being told that what I see is not true,
That I interpret wrong
Walk in my shoes,
Start the tragic journey of survival
See if you can keeping a smile on that tattered face.
You do not know me,
You never did
You never will
DON'T try to figure me out.
Family?
A joke I laugh into oblivion
They hurt you the most
My house?
A torture chamber,
That like a virus gets worst with time.
Shadows... of a deep depression hunt me
They mock me,
They taunt me...
"Give in to the beast in slumber"
The untamable monster roams inside
She wants out
I dread the moment that she is unleashed
For not even I shalll be able to control her
Stop patronizing me
Don't come and say sorry
Silence works best
The Queen is on her throne
Let her thrive in our sever
For it is best for you and I
That I distance myself from the confused turmoil I find myself in .
Goodbye!
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