Poems and Quotes ~ depression and self-harm~

Sorry

Tell mommy I'm sorry

I didn't know any better

The blade was so smooth

It was light as a feather

I held it in my hand

And it cut through my skin

I let out the feelings

The pain I held within 

And I'm sorry to say

I felt right when I did it

Like I was looking for a release

And it was the perfect fit

I watched the blood pool

And drip down my arm

I shouldn't be so happy

When I do myself harm

But I've held it in for so long

The painthe sadness the tears

The blade took that from me

It rid me of my fears

It almost feels unreal

The scars on my arm

Wearing long sleeves

Hiding self-harm...

Having a secret

Lying to them all

But none of them were there

And we all have to fall

So as I reach my bottom

Though it feels like my top

I know there will be a day

When I have to stop

But for now it suits me

It helps me get by

You know once in a while

I need a good cry

The blade is my friend

It will always be there for me

Until I no longer need it

Whenever that will be

So those who care

I'm sorry for how I am

But you can't stop me

Only I can

~tumblr - am~