nightmares and the truth

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rain, blood, faces in pain "mom! dad!" running to them "Kevin!" i held my brother in my arm's his body was limp face covered with blood "NO!!!" i screamed as everything disappeared in to darkness the blood turning in to a red dragon chasing me "we're coming we're coming for you next" it said i screamed "Ellen Ellen wake up" Leo shook me awake i stared at him still in shock "are you alright you were screaming names in your sleep" hid the emotions from my face "im fine" i got up with leo watching cautiously "i said im fine leo" i growledleo took the hint and started to leave "we're having lubreackfast your woelcome to join us" he left i followed leaving the room they had given to me for the night only the night i thought im not going to endanjor this family like i did to my own i walked in to the kitchen and sat down raph glared at me i ignored him "so...were you from ellen" donny asked trying to break the ice "northern ireland" "wo thats a long way you come on a plane?" "no boat i needed time to think and plan" "your pearents know were you are?" asked raph in a slightly concerned voice "NO" and i got up and left  i didnt whant to talk about my family so i went to pack after lunch i grabed my bage and tryed to walk out unnoticed "going so soon?" said don i turned to face him "i've  invaded your home for to long" "wait an hour or two and we will ake you safely  there master splinter asked us too "said leo "we're about to start training would you like to joun us ?" their not goin gto le tme leave without them ill have to sneek away later  "alright" i said seting my bag down seceratly wanting to train a with a master "lets see you try and keep up kid" said raph as we headed to the dojo i just glared at him.

after training i was exausted but happy i have never felt so much alive not scince that happened. i rested for a cople of hours by playing on mikes games annd lost track of time not good soon dinner had come and gone and i was still with the turtals man i really need to get going i thought i looked over at the brouthers they were laphing leo donny raph and miky "they look like my family" i mumbled to myself  but raph heard  and his face whent in to a scrowl "hay leo wernt we ment to take the kid home by now?" "hu oh yea i gess we all lost track of time we'll take her back tomorrow after breakfast that ok with you ell?" "yea i gess im in no hurry" "what about your family aint they going to be worried?" said raph "thats none of your bussness raph" "WHATS WRONG WITH YOU KID! YOU NEVER SMILE YOU NEVER TALK UNLESS SPOKEN TOO AND YOU DONT SEEM TO CARE ABOUT YOUR FAMILLY YOUR PEARENTS ARE GOING TO BE WORRIED SICK KID WHY DONT YOU CARE!" I coulnt take it any more anger filled me i clenched my fists and punched him in the face "you dont know any thing" i growled "do YOU know what it is like to lose some one DO YOU know what it like to be helpless as some one hurts the people you love DO YOU KNOW what it feels like to be suddenly alone in the world and it all your fault" i glared at him "you dont know so dont you dare think i didnt care for my family because you know nothing" i ran tears falling from my face i climbed up to the roof tops and ran over them i wanted to get away far away  i grew tired and landed on a roof top facing the sunrise i stood there thinking of all that had happened      

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