Anger and disparer hope and trust

Anger & Dispair. Hope & Trust

Have you ever lost someone? I have more than one

I've lost every one and it's all my fault i couldnt protect them

It all started in school a new program had started up. It was a ninjutsu class and so a man came in on Friday. 8th period to teach us ninjutsu he was tall had black hair and and deep dark eyes when he came in all the girls eyes widen and jaws dropped I couldnt under stand "my name is mr Miyazaki i will be teaching you martial arts do not think you can slack in this class i will not tolorate it understand" there was a few mumbles of "yes sir" around the room "i said understand" "yes sir" everyone shouted "right then to day i will be testing out you skills or lack of them you will each come and stand on the opposite side of the matt there facing me when i shout go you attack you will get tree trys your opjective is to get me imobalized by any means understand" "yes sir"  "first up is..." he looked around and pointed at a girl beside me "you" she got on to thew matt "name?" he asked "Rebecca" "well lets see what you got rebecca GO!" she attacked running at him he mearly stepped out of her way tripped her up and she was down. "again" and it continued like that she didnt even get in a hit infact no one did then it was my turn. "name" "ellen" "ok el lets see how much skill you lack go"  i moved towards him quikly keeping an eye out for the foot to trip me up and as expected he steped to the side foot out . i stopped just short and whent for a punch to his side he aimed for the face SMACK  his hit befor mine did and i staggered back not landing the punch. "not bad your still up so its still your first go now what are you going to do?" i looked at him, face stil stinging from his punch. man he's strong i thought and fast but they always have to bow to smarts so... i looked at him and decided on the defencive. i changed my stance and waited. he saw what i was doing so he charged fast . i managed to doge some of his attacks but not all he punched me in the gut and i was forced to look down. his feet there unbalanced i took my chance i went down he punched only my long fair hair suprise on his face made me smile i sooped my leg under his feet making him fall i jumped up grabed his wrists and sat on him im mobalising him . he looked at me by turning his head and some how i ended up on the ground with my hands restained instead i guess im not as good as him then i thought. he let me up "your done go get a shower and meet me after class . i couldnt read his eyes they were a mask so i hit the showers. 

when i got out my hair had turned black from the water every one said i was pritty but i didnt rally care i was tall  with faire hair and blue eyes thats it. i got chnged and whent to see mr Miyazak "ah ellen pleas sit down and dont worry about the bus i will give you a lift home after" how did he know i took the bus? and why dose he want to talk to me? is it about me being able to pin him down?that was luck right?  these thoughts were runing trough my head as i sat down on a chair in frount of mr miyazak's desk i waited for him to talk "have you ever had training in martial arts before?" he asked looking out of the window "no sir" he turned round and looked me dead in the eyes "then how did you pin me down only one with some training could have done what you did" his eyes were cold and dark like he was angry at me "sir i swere to you i have never trained in any form of martial arts i only know what i have seen on tv and what i have tryed to teach myself" "teach yourself like what?" "well..." i thought for a moment "to watch the way your apponants fights if you can be for or during the battle ,  to keep an eye out for your aponent being unbalanced and to know whan to go on the attak or the defense i also tried a few moves i learnt from tv" he looked at me shocked then he said "red dragon" i looked at him confused wich is what he wanted he sighed a breath of releaf and sat down behind his desk "i was wondering if you would like to learn ninjutsu properly not as a school class" "i would love too" he smiled and held out his hand and i shook it little did i know i had made my first big mistake

CLANG i opend my eyes some one had droped a  lid outside my cabin walking me from my sleep.      i looked across my room to a white vase with a lid and golden handles carved in the shape of dragons the vase had a red and gold dragon painted on it flying to the clouds. its been 3 months scince i shook his hand that day and began my ninja training one of the biggest mistakes of my life. i lookes out the window at the north atlantic ocean. i had to forfill my masters last wish and then i will walk away.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hay guys this is just a begining of a story that wouldn't get out of my head and i thought it was good please tell me what you think