Spence's POV
We arrive back at the BAU and I head into Hotch's office patiently waiting for him to arrive.
"Reid? Are you alright, what are you still doing here?" Hotch says after twenty minutes of me waiting, not that I was counting.
"I think I'm going to take your advice and maybe try talking to someone since I don't really have anyone else."
"You can always talk to us Spencer, but I understand if you're not ready to exchange in your experience or your feelings. So, I will um set up your appointment." Hotch replies
"Thank you" I say heading out of the office to my place.
The next morning, I come into work making sure to dose myself with coffee as I got hardly any sleep last night. No shocker there, I think to myself. Hotch calls me in his office to tell me he has found someone for me to talk this afternoon which honestly, I probably won't even go, even though I said I would. I can change my mind can't I?
We hop on a case involving two murders in our area and I try to clear my head and focus on the case when really, I just want to be having a nice sleep which seems to be impossible for me to do these days. I look at the time and distance myself from the group and head to my appointment.
When I get there, I walk through the glass door and into the office where a tall man greets me
"Hello, you must be Spencer, nice to meet you I'm Chris" He says holding his hand out only to awkwardly lower it when I don't shake back.
"I will be right with you but in the meantime if you could fill out a few of these questions then we can get right to it." He adds handing a pen and a sheet of paper.
I glance at the top of the sheet Patients with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder in bold writing catches my eye and I shake my head laying the clipboard down and make my way out of the office to go home.
What is Hotch thinking I do not have PTSD!! I deny getting a little angry. I head to my place not caring about my appointment and lay on the couch folding my blankets on my body letting the darkness takeover my body.
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Spencer Reid- Dilaudid
FanfictionSpencer Reid struggles after being kidnapped by the one and only, Tobias Hankel. The only way he can cope with his PTSD is with Dilaudid. Find out how his team learns about his pain and suffering. Will they be able to help with his addiction? sxreid
