Baby Dolan (book 2)

Chapter 21

Lilly's POV

I kept my eyes close, so I can avoid any question, from the doctors or Nurse, I pretend I was sleeping

But I was mostly thinking, of what was I doing, what was I thinking or was I even thinking at all

I heard people coming in and out, but I didn't budge until I heard a familiar voice

"Lilly?"

Unsure what to do, I just kept still, I then felt a hand on mine

"Say Something"

The hand moved, but I stopped it by grabbing it, and intertwine our hands together

I slowly open my eyes, to see Grayson next to me, he looks up at me

He stands up, and caress my cheek

"Lilly?" He called me

"Yeah" I mumbled

"Don't ever do this to me again" he says with tears coming from his eyes

Tears start coming from my eyes, when I noticed how scared he looked

I tried to sit up to the best of my abilities, and I pulled him into a hugged he hugged back pulling me closer

We pulled away, he kissed my forehead, before sitting back next to me

"What were you thinking?" He asked playing with my hand

"I wasn't thinking, I just wanted to be skinny" I say

"You almost killed yourself, you almost killed our baby" he says

"I know" I say with more tears

"Who gave you that idea?" He asked

"GraysonsMain" I say

"Who's That?" He asked

"Sara, she tweeted me, things like I'm getting fat and Grayson will never want a girl like me, and that you'll leave me" I say

He puts his hand in his face

"Its like I knew everything, she was saying was a lie, I knew I was gaining weight because I know I'm pregnant, but I guess I wanted to prove her wrong and I went to far" I say

"Jessica said she found diet pills on the sink, when she found you in the bathtub, Where did you get the diet pills?" He asked

"I found them" I say

"Where?" He asked

"In the bathroom cabinet" I say

"You really scared me Lilly" he says

"I'm sorry" I say biting my lip

•••

I got to see everybody else, even Lisa, I got to thank her for the dress

Doctor saw how well, I was doing he sent me to my own room, where everyone else was waiting

Everyone was pretty shaken, I didn't mean to scare anyone, then again I want thinking straight

But what was strange Alex kept her distance from me, she didn't even give me hug or spoke to me

The doctor says I have to stay for a couple of days, just to be safe

"Lil can I asked you a question?" Lisa asked

"Yeah" I say

"Is it true you dated Ethan?" She asked

"I never dated Ethan, it was more of fling" I say

"Yeah, cause she cheated on me with my brother" Ethan joked

"Well, you cheated on me with my best friend first" I stated

"She gotcha ya" Emily laughed

"How many times I walked in on Lilly and Ethan, I thought you to would be having the baby" Cameron says

" so what do you think your going to have?" Lisa asked

"A girl" grayson says

"A boy" I say

"I think a boy too" Lisa says

"Mom, you suspose to side with me" Grayson whined

"What?, A Mother Knows" Lisa says

"I agree with you Grayson!" Emily says

"Thank You Emily" Grayson says

•••

They stayed a little longer, until it was time for them to leave, the nurse came in and showed me how to work my bed and the TV and if I needed any thing to just click the red button

She comes back with my food, one slice of peanut butter & jelly sandwich

She puts it on the table in front of me, I looked at it and back at her

"Cmon you have to eat" she says

"I'm not hungry" I say pushing the plate away

"Yes you are" she says pushing it back

"No I'm not" I say looking down

"The peanut butter and jelly isn't going harm you, if anything its going help you and your baby, its going to help your baby get strong again" she says pushing the plate to me

I look at the sandwich, and at the nurse she gave me a small smile with a nod

I picked up the sandwich and bit into it, I chewed it and swallowed

••••
Alex's POV

Grayson went home with his mom, While Jessica and I went back to the apartment

"Oh thank goodness, I didn't think I'll be able to take off this dress" she says taking her dress and setting it on the bed

She goes into her dresser and gets a big tee and put it on, she goes into the bathroom and let out the water we found Lilly in

She threw away the diet pills and flushed the toilet, she picks up Lilly's dress and set it on her bed

She walks back into the bathroom and wipes off some off the make up that was left on her face

"Alex?, What's Wrong?" She asked walking towards me

"It's my fault" I mumbled

"What's your fault?" She asked

"What Happened with Lilly?" She asked

I nod

"Who would you think that?" She asked

"Cause the diet pills" I say

"What bout them?" She asked

"Their Mine" I say

"I don't understand why do you have diet pills" she asked

"Before I met you I was a little overweight, from all the fast food I was eating, so I went a strict diet, I bought those pills and ended up being a addicted to them, I didn't really eat anything, then I met you, and I wanted to get so I did" I say starting to cry

" I've been meaning to throw them away, but I kept forgetting" I say putting my hands in my face

"Hey" Jessie says

"It's not your fault" she says wiping off my tears and pulling me into hug and I hugged back

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