Baby Dolan (book 2)

Chapter 19

Lilly's POV

We stayed at the school until the dance was over, but by we just hanged in the front, until some teachers threaten to call the cops

None of us was drunk or high, or anything like that we was just having fun, I was having fun, for a long time i was smiling it wasn't fake, only because I was having fun

Cameron came and picked us up, everybody wanted to go out to eat, but I didn't so they dropped me off at the apartment

Grayson told me he was going to bring me back something, but I just gave him a fake smile

I walked into my room, and took off my flats and sit on the bed, I look down and then I felt myself rip in piece, tears flooded out of my eyes

Going down my cheek, and dripping off my chin, I wiped off the tear out of my eyes since more was coming

I walked into the bathroom, and turned on the light, looking myself in the mirror and I see my make up smudged with tears

I took the dress I was still wearing, I kept my bra and underwear on as I looked into the mirror and at my body

Disgusted of what I see, I get on the knees and put up the toilet seat, and putting three fingers down my throat

I gagged and threw up all the food I ate tonight, when I was done

I stood up and washed out my mouth with some water, I take the diet pills out of the cabinet and put two pills in my hand

I put the bottle on the sink, and I put the pills on my mouth, drinking some water I swallowed the pills down and sat on the floor and continued to cry

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I ended up falling asleep on the floor, but when I woke up, I decided to take bath

I sat up and scooted towards the bathtub, I turned on the water and made sure it was room temperature

When the tub full, I turned off the water, and got in still with my bra and underwear on

I stretched my legs down, where water was still dripping from faucet, I run my hands through my hair, getting hair wet

I lean my head back, on the edge of the bathtub, taking a deep breath in and out

I started thinking about tonight and everything that happen, Grayson winning winter formal king

And Sara winning winter formal queen, them slow dancing, the way she looked at me while her body swayed with Grayson

Me walking over to the food table, me picking up a small cupcake

You might say, its just small cupcake it would harm, that's what thought but it's what after the small cupcake,that got me

The cookie, then the pie, then the hot dog and then it was the noodles and the tacos and nachos and so more that make me cringe thinking about it

So disgusted I didn't wanted to think about it anymore, so I went underwater

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