Feels like everyone is just drifting away
Floating towards outer space
I want to stop them, I want to hold on
I want to tell them, 'don't leave me alone'
I'm crying but my tears are invisible
I'm smiling but it's a charade
Can't they differentiate unreal from real
I'm tired of being a part of this masquerade
Can't anyone break down this barrier I've built
There's a void where a heart should be
An emptiness where love should reside
Words which i've always wanted to tell, are left dying inside.
I want to express but somehow I can't
So I try keeping it simple,
Not understanding the complexity behind my words
My feelings are acknowledged with just a glance
Selfish, mean, heartless, liar . I've been called them all
What hurts the most is knowing that, not even one word was false.
I don't know what's become of me,
But all I know is, the girl I was I'll never again be.
