The lodge

Can't sleep ether

The doctor was in my room looking at his clip board Mr. Hart and all the kids were in there to Josh was sitting next to me
"Is she ok" Mr. Hart asked
"She can go home today" he said we all looked at each other
"Is there something wrong" he asked
"No" I shook my head
I got up and got dressed then we all walked out of the room I walked with my arm locked threw Ben's up to he counter where Mr. Hart sighed me out and we walked out
"When are they taking us" I asked Josh as we walked up to the lodge
"Two days" he replied
"What" I asked
"Mr. Hart got us another day" he said I nodded
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It was late I couldn't sleep so I got up and went to the rec room and saw Sean sitting on the stage playing with his fingers
"You couldn't sleep ether" I asked leaning in the doorway
"No" he shook his head
"Why not" I asked sitting next to him
"Tomorrow's your last you've had you're 'last days' before but tomorrow it's really" he said I put my hand on his knee and leaned my head on his shoulder he picked up my hand turning it over and rubbing his thumb over the cut on my wrist
"I'm sorry" I whispered
"Why did you freak out" he asked
"It's Ben he kissed Me" I said Sean got angry
"Please Sean don't" I said he nodded putting his arm around me
"Do you like Ben" he asked
"What do you wanna hear" I asked
"Truth" he replied
"A..... Little" I replied he sighed
"But.. I like you a lot more and I'm not letting him get on the way of that" I said he smiled
"I'm gonna miss you so much" he said looking at me
"I'm gonna miss you to" I replied followed by a kiss

Samantha
Your eyes crashing into my eyes
Was I accidentally falling in love
Your words didn't mean to heal the hurt
Were coincidentally more then enough

Both
All these days I never thought
That I would need someone so much
Who knew
But I don't think I ever planned
For this helpless circumstances
With you

Samantha
You're scared I'm nervous
But I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose
Baby I know it's weird but it's worth it
Cause I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose

But I guess that we did it on purpose
But I guess that we did it on purpose

Sean
My dreams running into your dreams
It's as if we wished on the same star
And my time changing all of your time
It's a butterfly effect on my heart

Both
And all these days I never thought
That I would need someone so much
Who knew who know
But I don't think I ever planned
For this helpless circumstances
With you (oh oh oh oh)

You're scared I'm nervous
But I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose
Baby I know it's wired but it's worth it
Baby I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose

But I guess that we did it on purpose

Sean
But I guess that we did it on purpose

Samantha
Lost in darkness
You're my focus
Love me hopeless
But I guess that we did it on purpose
Lost in darkness
You're my focus
Love me hopeless
Oh you're scared

Both
You're scared I'm nervous
But I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose
Baby I know it's weird but it's worth it
Cause I guess that we did it on purpose on purpose on purpose

Samantha
Lost in darkness
You're my focus
Love me hopeless
But I guess that we did it on purpose
Lost in darkness
You're my focus
Love me hopeless
But I guess that we did it on purpose