Arrow ➰➰➰Alec lightwood

Wishes and Mistakes

Emily POV

I can't get him out of my mind  everywhere I hear his voice;I can still feel him next to me as I sleep like old times but I wake up without him.

Izzy calls me every second possible, I miss her.

I miss max he came home after he set another institute on fire long story.

I'm only in my room but feel miles away, someone puts food under my door I pick at it but I have no appetite.

I wish I didn't listen to Magnus.

I wish I had a reset button.

I wish I didn't break up with Alec.

I wish I didn't fall in love with Alec.

I wish my parents never sent me here.

I wish I was a mundane.

Life hates me.

I regret coming back.

I regret kissing those lips that I can't seem to forget.

I regret falling in love.

I call Magnus getting angry now realizing that if I hadn't listened to him I could have never saw Alec.

"Hello Emily calling to tell me I was right" Magnus saids feel proud of himself.

"Hello you were far from right guess what Alec proposed to the clave member and I walked in on it yea my luck but if u hadn't told me to go I would have never seen it.

"It would have been better to see my mom that abandoned me than this Magnus thank you so much you are the best" I say

"Em-"

I hag up I don't care anymore I'm done with him.

I'm done with Alec.

I'm done with love.

I'm done with my heart.

I head to the shower hopefully my thoughts will make sense and then I will train by then my head will be clear.

"Be careful Emily you're heart goes wild" I say to myself before grabbing my things and heading toward the bathroom.