Just Some Thoughts <3

one fake smile.

a tear or two dropping.

Three unspoken words.

Numbers arent enough to count the way things have turned around, months of pure joy to hurt and not knowing what to do next. 

My solution was god, that doesnt seem to be working but its all i can think of and i know it will eventually work.

Bottles of tears are what were stored inside, just waiting to break out and drown me in the truth, in reality.

My thoughts swim to fast for me to organize, they escape my mouth as mumbled words. 

I said i'm never willing to give up and thats still true, all because i love you. 

things will turn around <3 hopefully sooner then later :)