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A moment I had at camp sitting on the big sailing dock watching the stars on the last night of camp

Sorry for lack of art. I've had no motivation because I've been dealing with getting ready for high school ;-;
I'm going to have no close friends and will probaly just sit alone at lunch or be a ghost at some group Im not really a part of. I suck at making friends and all the times I've been at this school for orientation and stuff I've been alone.
I've always had stable friendships but now that I think of it I have nearly no friends. My squad from my old school has forgotten me. I bet that they are having sleepovers that Im not invited to  which I suppose is reasonable given that they are going to a different high school and probably think I have other friends at my new school. The closest friend I have right now goes to a different school and lives in another part of town. Everyone says it's easy to make friends in high school but I can be a huge insensitive jerk.

I apologize for dumping my problems on you, I'm fine and chances are I'll live through it. I really needed someplace to vent. If you've gone through something like this and have any tips I would love to hear from you!
~Arctic

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