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KENDALL'S POV
a tear slipped away from my eye, I didn't want any one to know until I really was for sure I want to go to the doctor to get a more advanced test
I threw it away into the bag, I knotted it, then unlocked the door
I found my way to the kitchen I threw it away into a big trash so no one would see hopefully.
I wandered upstairs looking for Justin's room, I don't know if I should involve him, I mean if I am pregnant I don't want the child to not have a father but Justin's my bully, he's not gonna wanna even listen
I decided to go to Chaz for advice
I eventually found his room them both playing call of duty
"Uh Chaz can I talk to you" I spoke quietly
"Sure" he said as if I was gonna talk in front of Justin
"Out here" I said in a 'duh' tone
He sighed pausing the game then walked into the guest room with me
"What's wrong" he asked
"I-I think I'm pregnant" a few salty tears escaped
"What makes you think that?" he asked biting his lip nervously
"I got a pregnancy test an-and it said positive" I started crying even more
"Who's the father" is he really that stupid
"J-Justin" I whined he's not exactly father-material
"Are you gonna tell him?" he was concerned
"I don't know if I should until I know for sure" I said wiping away the few tears
"Well once you get that test you better call me first" he warned raising an eyebrow
"I promise" he pulled me into a hug
"Everything's gonna be okay" he sighed rubbing my back
*knock* *knock*
"Chaz come on" Justin shouted through the door
"Coming" he spoke back
"How about you go to the doctors tomorrow then text me right after" he said
"Okay" I weakly smiled knowing I at least have 1 person there for me
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"Kendall Larison, Dr. Homer is ready to see you" a pretty nurse held a door open said loud enough for the whole room to hear
There was a old lady, maybe in her 60's, then a young women, with a kid siting patiently next to her I smiled admiring the kid, I wanted to be a kid again not worrying about anybody or anyone.
I walked over to the the door walking with her to the room I would be tested
"Here is your room, Dr. Homer will be here momentarily" she politely smiled closing the door behind her
My legs swayed back and forth nervously what if the test wrong and I'm not pregnant, or what if it was right oh god.
"Hello Ms. Larison what are you here for today?" he looked at his clipboard identifying the paper work
"I-I want a pregnancy test" I looked down at my hands ashamed of everything
"Dandy, I will send a nurse to collect everything then you will be notified tomorrow afternoon on the results" he said like nothing I had spoken had effect on him, did he normally have teens asking for pregnancy test?
"Okay thank you" and with that he walked out
I felt my phone vibrating I quickly answered when I saw it was Selena
(S- Selena K- Kendall)
S: hey babe where are you today?
K: uh I-I'm sick I wasn't feeling well
S: oh okay well text me later the bell just rang
K: bye
I hung up, I felt bad I lied but I didn't wanna tell anybody except Chaz until I knew for sure
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*Chaz* aye crew is hanging @ my place u should come (: and to tell me wat happened!!
*Kendall* k I will :/
I put my phone down, I got into the car, I looked into the mirror approving my appearance I applied some peach lip gloss then put it away, starting the engine
Once I got to Chaz's house I lightly pounded on the door waiting for someone to appear in the doorway
Ryan opened the door, I embraced every body in a hug, we all sat on the couch silently watching TV
(A.N btw she ditched school it's Friday)
"You know homecoming is soon" Selena spoke taking our attention off the TV
"I'm probably not gonna go" I sighed
"Why not" Ryan butted in
"Because well I don't have a date" I frowned
"Me or Chaz could take you it's not like any one had asked us yet" he smirked at Chaz
"Hey!" Chaz whined
We all started giggling
"I don't know I'll think about it" I smiled
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I arrived home feeling happy, it was 5:00 I'm home early she shouldn't be mad!
I creaked the door open "MOM!" I shouted
"Where the fuck have you been I'm fucking ashamed of you" she yanked at my hair
If I was pregnant I don't want her killing the fetus
"Shit mom, why can't you be a real mother for once? one day when I get married and have children I want you to be there by my side, not abusing your own child, I've always wanted a caring mother but no I can need get what I want just leave me the fuck alone" I said running up stairs letting a tear slip
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poor Kendall :(
Ugh I need to bring my grades up!!!
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affected // j.b.
FanfictionI changed the title; my previous title was bullied I'm in the process of editing. enjoy
