So I'm back (:
Still sad but ya know he's in a better place.
I'm like addicted to tumblr #sorrynotsorry
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KENDALL'S POV
"I'm gonna go get a snack you girls want anything?" Taylor asked
It's currently 1:30 in the morning, we are in her room, watching movies, Tay is honestly amazing unlike Justin
"No thanks" I smiled
"Nah" Selena said
"Be back in 5"
I searched my phone through tumblr then a got a new message
1 new message
*Ryan* hey how's the sleep over
*Kendall* rlly fun wat r u doing?
*Ryan* nothing just hangin w/ Justin
*kendall* o well I gtg txt me l8ter (:
*ryan* bye have fun (;
I smile at how concerned he was
"So what did you get on your civics test?" Sel asked
"67%" I sighed
"I got a 60%" she said in amusement
"At least we did bad together" I giggled she joined in
"So I got popcorn, some juice boxes, and chick flicks" Taylor squealed
*next afternoon*
"Bye Tay, bye Sel" I waved as they drove off, then my heart dropped
I didn't tell my mom I wasn't gonna go home last night. She's gonna kill me
I opened the door using my key, "hello" I bit my lip nervously
"Where the fuck were you" I felt a tug at my head
"I was at a sleep over I'm s-sorry" I begged
"Yea well maybe you will think twice next time" she grinned evilly
"Please mom I'm sorry" I said now in tears
"Just go in your room think about what you've done" she shouted in anger
I slammed my door annoyed, and unhappy I have this life if their is no point
I turned on my shower, then hopped in the dripping water making my tears disappear
I wrapped the towel around me, scanning my closet
"I like this" I smiled at some skinny jeans, and a crop top that said 'don't grow up it's a trick', and some vans
Once I got dressed, my fray hair stood where it was perfectly straight
I decided to text Chaz and see what he's up to
*Kendall* aye what r u up to?
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CHAZ'S POV
"I will beat your ass" I stood with a Xbox controller playing Call Of Duty with Justin
*buzzzzzz*
"Dude pause it" Justin paused it so I could check my phone
I smiled at the screen, Kendall
"What are you smiling at?" Justin smirked
Why was I smiling? it's just Kendall.
"Uh" my face heated up
He snatched my phone
"Wow Kendall? that's why you're smiling does Chaz have a crush on someone?"
He was right do I have a crush on her? she has perfect hair, eyes, smile, laugh, body oh god I'm starting to fall for my best friend.
"Maybe, maybe not" I sighed taking my phone back "is it alright if she comes over?"
"As long as she doesn't bother me"
*Chaz* hey I'm @ Justin's come over(:
*Kendall* it's Justin he doesn't want me there
*Chaz* I asked he said sure
*Kendall* whateverr! Fine. Just for you
I smiled at that text 'just for you'
*Chaz* k see u in 5
I put my phone down
"Justin I'm going out I won't be back till mid night be good" Pattie walked out leaving the room silent
"Yo we should have a party" Justin smirked
"Sounds fun text your friends I text mine" I took my phone back out texting away
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KENDALL'S POV
Chaz is so sweet, but I really didn't wanna go see Justin. He's a bitch
(A.N lol not rlly this is just for the story)
I put my phone away
I sneaked out my room checking if anybody else aka my mom was anywhere near
I slipped out the front door
My house, Chaz's house, and Justin's house are in a triangle Chaz is next door, and Justin is across the street
*at Justin's*
I rung the doorbell Chaz answered
"Hey Chaz" I gave him a light hug, he hugged back
"What's up" I sat on the end of the couch far from Justin
"Having a partyyy" Chaz giggled
"The three of us" I raised an eyebrow
"No it's in the process" he winked
"Oh" I frowned I hate parties.
"Yo Kendall tomorrow after school, come over for the project" Justin said with out even making eye contact
It's like he's bipolar.
"Did you text Selena?" I asked Chaz
"Yup she said that she's coming" I smiled that at least I will have a few friends here
*a couple mins till guests arrive 8:00pm*
Justin and Chaz got out plastic cups, chips, alcohol
The real reason I hate parties is the first time I ever did get invited, I got WAY to drunk with a kid I use to like and well that night my virginity got taken away by someone who doesn't even like me.
*ding* *ding*
A doorbell interrupted my thoughts
"Yo yo Dillian, Acacia, Brian" Justin smiled as they came in
This is gonna be a long night.
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It's short bc I haven't posted in like a week lol
I'm feeling a little better
I think I'm gonna start updating like every week idk instead of like every other day
#BadDay is soooo goooddddd
have a marvelous Monday
YOU ARE READING
affected // j.b.
FanfictionI changed the title; my previous title was bullied I'm in the process of editing. enjoy