You all know how it feels to be heart broken right?
➳ What if..
Your groom didn't came to your wedding day?
Your dream wedding becomes a burial day?
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How does it broke your heart?
Or how does the pain slo...
I first saw him when I was going to our school and he was inside the car passing me through.
I just ignored the way I see him.
Our school is very near where I live, Its just a walking distance. Each time I walked going to school and back to home, I see their car crossing the road and passed me over.
Our house is near on the road that's why there's no way I can't see them crossing from their village.
The simple way on how I see him passing through me, it develops something inside me.
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When I closes my eyes, there he is, his face was flashed again and again.
My dreams become him, remembering his face each night I sleep.
Suddenly...
I begun to wait and look for him, staring outside in our corridor, facing the road that he might passed by.
When there's a time I didn't see him passing on our house, I totally missed him a lot.
I go outside and stand near the road, looking from the cars crossing, then I ask God to let him passed one more time and let me see him.
I admire him silently, I know I must not, but my feelings for him was unexplained.
My day became incomplete without him passing by, without seeing him.
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But then..
He never noticed me even though I give him a hi, waving my hand when he passed by, he never looked outside, he never looks at me though.
Maybe he was not really friendly, maybe, he don't want to talk to strangers like me.
Then I found myself dreaming with the impossible things,
Seeing him in a car makes me think he came from a well-to-do family.
There's no way he'd like me..
So I stop saying hi, I stop going outside waiting for him to passed by, for how long I've been fooling myself to him.
For a years since graders and now I'm in 2nd year in my secondary school.
That's too much!
I thought of "if you are both meant to each other, two of you will find way, it must two of you feel the same way."
I see myself trying to reach him, trying too hard to make him noticed me..
What a childish thoughts right?
So called childhood neurosis.
I look at myself as I am the only one hoping for it, I see myself hurting though we're not really connected,
