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B E H I N D T H I S
Behind this smile,
Is a painful lie.
Behind this,
Is a girl who became miserable in her own life.
I suffered too much,
But I still miss your soft touch.
But behind this happiness
Is a girl who's a mess.
Wearing a white laced dress
Trying to look really best.
I wonder when will the pain stop,
I wanna here my voice again and again
My realest smile and laugh,
Even though I know the game will always be tough.
But behind these are my lies.
Sometimes I wanna escape and die,
I hated everyone, i hated my life,
Now I wish, I didn't try.
