"What" he said rudely.
I have to confess I'm weird to be madly in love with the most rudest boy in school. But it's everything about him that makes me fall for him. He's the biggest player in the school, the jock. And well the hottest guy in school, so what makes you say I'd even have a chance with him I'm a nerd.
Yes, a nerd goofy glasses and all. I have bad eyesight can't really blame me, blame my freaking mom's genes they suck ass.
No, I don't wear suspenders and those little dorky ass ties like you see in the movies. I wear normal clothes. That'd be mad embarrassing haha. Sad for the kids I talk about but hey! it's funny but quite cute. I'd never have a chance that's the point.
I'm sadly madly in love with Dylan Jacob Carter. Blue eyes, blonde hair, super freaking toned. Now me shit, i have really curly brunette hair, hazel eyes, and I am from a one to ten like a 6 or 7. I can't say I'm ugly but I can't say I'm cute. Cause cute is cheerleader type and I'm in the marching band. What the fuck does that tell you?
Maybe WHY the fuck wasn't she on both? lol I'm kidding. I tried! they said no. Cocky bitches. I've never hated anyone like I do with them. Because they treat me like I'm out of this world SEXY! sike, they only use me to copy homework. Like uh excuse me I exist beyond when you need my work idiots, sluts, hoes, god my list would go on but it's to much especially if I talk about Dylan's girlfriend she is one of them too.
The prom is this year.. Well i'm kinda excited because it's in 2 more weeks, but sadly I haven't gotten my dress yet. It's still in shipment I'll be getting it this week. It's big blue and purple it fits my body perfectly. The shit is my damn glasses. Kills everything, so we have an appointment to see my eye doctor.. I also was thinking about not going anyways. Like why would a girl like me go when there'd be a miracle someone actually ask me.
Mom even told me not to go, but my persistant ass wants to go even if it hurts.
"Carrie your special" mom exclaimed. "So doesn't make me any different from anyone" I said. God i hate when she does this shit. Okay so I'm special I don't tell anyone because what the fuck would they think of me?
I'm already a freak how would anyone think if they knew I could control their mind.
Hmm maybe TOTALLY freaking AWESOME. I'd be the most popular girl in school because obviously I'd make them do everything for me but I'm not going to use that. If I'm a nerd I'll let me be it's good that way. But I must confess the only reason why I pass my classes are because of this. Mom won't know and what she doesn't know won't kill her right? Eh don't care lol
Oh, right I'm not suppose to be harsh. I get home after like a whole 4 fucking hours! my eyes hurt. Laser treatment shit for my eyes.
I ran to my room and through myself on the bed. I pulled out my iPhone 5 and checked my messages. None.
"Be strong" I whispered to my wifi signal. Upstairs I barely get wifi which I hate so much. I've always wanted to move the box to my room, I mean it's a good idea. I log into Facebook and scroll through my news feed.
"Carrie would never get a date for the prom" someone wrote Gabriella London. I guess they knew I'd go on. Why thanks -___-. I press on the comments 24! like the fuck. Well i have to say today sucks ass. I fucking hate it, I just wanted to chill and do nothing but i go on here and see this damn status update.
"She's a nerd yo" a guy on the football team name Drake wrote.
"Desperate for attention" a cheerleader Cherry? I think well her name is different om here talk about desperate for attention.
"She should kill herself" someone wrote unknown.
"DON'T fucking say that" someone wote he was like the only person who ever stood up for me. His name Jordan. It's weird he's like a fucking sex god. His eyes are green but ehh he's not for me. That's totally it. I mean nothing he's kinda my friend.
