Part 23~Im sorry~

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Dedicating this to @Hope_Lullaby because it seems like she's the only one who asked for more on the last chapter so here you go💓😂

Josh's POV

I woke up with a major headache and I was in my bed. Matt must of drove me home. I looked to the left of me and Cadi wasn't there. I decided to call Tyler
After about 2 rings he picked up
"Tyler?" I asked
"Yeah?" he said
"Oh thank god. Do you know where Cadi is or went?"
"Oh yeah. She called me last night and told me she went to her friend Jacob's house." he said
"Ok thanks. Bye" I said as I hung up
I got changed real quick, did my hair and put on my shoes and ran outside.

Cadi's POV

I woke up next to Jacob and my head was pounding. Memories of last night came flooding back to my mind. I started to cry. I sat up and just cried. I accidentally must of woke Jacob up because he turned over and looked at me
"Cadi are you ok" he said sitting up and looking at me with worried eyes.
I shook my head. He hugged me and we sat there for what felt like hours.
He looked at me and kissed me.
I kissed back. He placed his hand on my cheek. He laid me down and got on top of me and continued to kiss me.
I was angry with Josh.
Jacob kissed my neck.
Josh cheated on me
I moaned softly and bit my lip
But do I want to get him back?
Jacob took off his shirt and kissed me again.
His hands made his way down to my hip. He ran his hand down my thigh and I shivered.
He started to suck on my neck and I moaned
"fuck." I bit my lip.
I could feel him smirk against my skin.
Then we heard a knock on the door. Jacob quickly looked up.
I looked at him and bit my lip.
He got up and walked downstairs.
I walked downstairs with him and stood away from the door so I was out of sight of whoever was at the door. He opened the door but I couldn't really see who it was
"Hello?" Jacob said
"Um hi I'm looking for Acadia Sivan." I heard a familiar voice say
"Um who are you?" Jacob asked
"I'm Josh, her boyfriend" Josh said with his voice low.
"She said she caught you with someone else" Jacob answered
"Yes I know But I wasn't thinking. I was being stupid and I shouldn't of done that. I feel horrible. I love her so much and I don't wanna lose her." he said trying not to let his voice crack.
I put my hand on my mouth and started crying softly.
"You got alot of nerve coming here. Because Cadi is here and I Don't think she wants to-" jacob started to say
"Josh!" I yelled cutting Jacob off as I ran into Joshs arms. I cried into his shoulder and buried my head in his chest.
"Oh my God Cadi. Are you alright?" he asked cupping my chin with his hand and lifting my head so I was looking at him.
"I-I'm fine" I choked out.
"Oh my God. I'm so sorry" he whispered hugging me.
"It's ok. It's ok" i cried.
Sure he cheated on me.
And I kinda cheated on him.
But I love him and he loves me. I don't ever want that to change. And I hope it never does...

(So everyone I'm gonna fast forward to 3 years later because ugh idk so ya. KEEP READING)

Cadi's Pov

It's been 3 years since that party and me and Josh have been very careful and trying not to fight and we've actually been doing pretty well. Josh also dyed his hair blonde and blue which looks really cool. Me and Josh also moved into a house together. I am now 7 months pregnant and I'm super excited. I quit cutting and I'm healthy and I've actually been hanging out with Mitch for a year now if i ever get lonely if Josh is away or something. I found out a few months ago that Mitch is in a acapella group called Pentatonix. So I got to meet Mitchs friends who are in the group, Kirstie, Scott, Avi and Kevin. Also the trenchers got used to me being around and I have alot of fun meeting them and talking to them and hearing their stories. I talk to Jacob once in awhile and My brother Troye stays in touch with me all the time to make sure I'm ok. Amanda moved (thank the lord) and that girl who I caught with Josh was apparently Amanda's sister so she's gone too (thank.god.) Matt and Carly are still together. Ian and Kim started dating. And Mike and Cam are still dating. Calum, Luke, Ashton and Michael started their Sounds Live Feels Live tour for their new album "Sounds Good Feels Good" (A/N go get the album it's amazing) so I don't really get to see them to much.
I was now sitting on me and Joshs bed reading a book. I was reading Percy Jackson and The Olympians: The Sea Of Monsters.
"UGH CADI" Josh yelled from downstairs
"WHAT" I yelled back
"NEVERMIND" he yelled
"FUCK YOU RAMSAY" I laughed
"YOU ALREADY DID GURL" He laughed
"True" I chuckled
I got up of our bed and put my bookmark in my book and walked downstairs. As I got downstairs I saw Josh sitting there on his phone. I walked over to the couch and sat down
"Ugh" I groaned as I sat down
"You ok?" Josh asked
"Yea" I said
"Are you sure?" he asked
"Josh I'm fine" I laughed
"Ok" he smiled
I put my head on his shoulder and watched him as he scrolled through Instagram..

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Heyyyy OK IM SORRY BUT THE NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE THE LAST CHAPTER BUT AFTER THE NEXT CHAPTER I WILL HAVE ONE OF THOSE Q&A THINGS WITH THE CHARACTERS. OK THANKS FOR READING THIS CHAPTER!!

Stay Joshtastic and Ramsassy

~Maddy❤

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