This is for.....Mommy?

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Sorry this isn't my usual poem for this collection but I really wanted to share it.... soooo tell me what you think but pls be gentle of the criticism cause this poem is really really close to me....

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You tell me

"If you have problem

Im here"

But your not

I've tried to open up

To you

But you

You say im over reacting

That I have no reason to be sad

When I have a MILLION

When I cry I hide it from you

But the few times I did cry in front of you

That that was me asking for help

But you chose to ignore it

To push me away

To act like my sadness was nothing

When you found out I had depression

You didn't do anything about it

If anything you made it worse

You thought that was the first time I've had depression

Well guess what I have had it for

FIVE YEARS

You think I'm ok

when that's a million miles away

Do you care?

That your ''baby girl'' has issues

That she wishes

she would go asleep and not wake

Or that she wants to run away

Or that she hates herself

Or that she's lost hope on getting better

Do you care?

That she questions if you really love her

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