from time . | royce love story |™

fourteen : ya trippin' .✦

-i've been gone, but im back now .

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laying down in my lap i ran my fingertips , through his curly hair .

while he scrolled, through his snapchat feed .

" why don't you, follow people back ?" i questioned

" cause, ion like em ." he shrugged before chuckling

i began twirling a single, curl between my fingers .

" baybehboy ?"

i hummed in response, gazing off a little .

" i wanna see our baybeh, na' ." he stated putting his phone down

i looked at him for a moment, sighing a little managing a small smile .

" right now ?" i asked

" ya rite na' pack ya bags, i cah get us a flight ." he stated sitting up

" are you sure, about this ?" i asked standing up

" ya im serious, about it ." he smiled

i smiled back going to pack my bags .

12 hours later .✦

" so this is her our baybehgurl ." he sighed softly staring at her grave

kennedy anila august . born may eighth , died may ninth .

" i went to the doctor recently, they have this thing where they could predict how your child could possibly look in the future ." i stated softly, pulling out a picture

handing it to him he looked over it, before rubbing his hands over his face .

" she's gorgeous, she look like ya too ." he smiled

" you think so, i thought she looked more like you ." i chuckled a little

" mah eyes, but errythang fa ya ." he smiled

" possibly, i knew she was gonna have ways like you . she was stubborn in my belly ." i laughed

" caus' thas how it's suppose ta be, momma's looks daddy's ways ."

it was silent before, chresanto sat down and began crying .

" i fucked up so bad yo, i swear i ain't knoe, i coulda change i woulda dropped errythang and errybody fa baybehgurl and you if i woulda knoe you was carryin' mah baybeh ." he sniffled

i've seen chresanto cry before, but it was because he was that mad .

he was hurt this time .

" i know you would've been a great father, chresanto ." i kneeled beside him rubbing his back

" it's not tha, i feel less of a man fa not takin' care of mah responsibilities wen i shoulda ."

" don't blame yourself, you couldn't have done anything, that could have possibly saved her ." i said holding back a few tears

turning around to face jacob, and grabbing his hands sniffing before blinking away a few tears .

" from na on i promise ta do rite by yah, wheneva ya need meh ima be heh all im askin' is fa yah not ta shit meh out ." he stated staring deeply at jacob

" i promise ." he smiled softly

standing up and dusting off his shorts, chresanto stared at the grave site once more before wrapping his arm around jacob .

" i luh ya kennedy, i knoe i wasn't thea fa ya buh i promise ima be thea now ."

a smiling jacob gleamed with excitement from watching chresanto .

" see ya soon, baybehgurl ."

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hellooooo babies .😊👋🏾

i been gone, for soooo long .😭💔

junior year, had me stressed out .😅👐🏾

im gonna, try to update more often .😁🙌🏾

isn't kennedy beautiful ?😍🌸

this chapter was blahhh .☹️

anyways , vote and comment .🙈💋

-cerulean🎀