Chapter Eight: The Realization

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  We both caught up with each other, I was doing fine until he mentioned he married and had a child. I didn’t know what to do, to slap or to hug, to be angry or to be happy so I just sat for a moment and then hugged him.

            “Good for you, Misha.”

            “Well, thank you.”

            The sentence he said of him marring broke me, I felt that I had nothing else to live for. I was confused, sad, depressed. I paused, stood up and walked onto the porch. I slowly sat myself Up on the rail, turned around and saw Misha coming after me.

            “Don't you wonder what it was like if we stayed at the camp? we would die. but to be honest, I think that's where we belong." I whispered and took the most excruciating leap of my life. I fell directly On the pavement, I felt my head bleeding gallons and my body, almost like every bone broken. My heart, beating slower every second, I was going to die, but I think that’s what I wanted. Not to die, but to learn. And what I have learned is that life is hard, I will die, They will throw dirt in my face, and the worms will eat me, I’m just happy it happens in that order.

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