ninety one

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Can you finally hear me?

Will you listen?

All I ever wanted was a friend.

All I ever wanted was to be heard.

All I ever wanted was to experience a day where I don't feel like dying.

All I ever wanted was to look at myself in the mirror without breaking down and getting the urge to scratch and try to rub off every scar in hopes of it coming off.

All I ever wanted was to smile without the weight of the world tugging me back down into this nightmare.

All I ever wanted was to stand at the edge of a cliff without thinking of jumping off.

All I ever wanted was to be asked about my day, laugh at jokes, talk about my hobbies, eat without purging, sleep without waking up at three in the morning, cry because of sad movies and not my own story.

All I ever wanted was to forget, to be forgiven.

All I ever wanted was to live, but I can't do that if everyone wants me to die.

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