The Other Swan Girl (Twilight FanFic)

Chillin

Lexi Pov

I wake up to Embry poking my cheek "stop it" I said chuckling an gently take his hand, I kiss his palm before I bury my face in his chest, he wraps his arms around my waist holding me tightly, I brush my cheek against him lovingly as I curl up in his arms "I don't know what I'd do without you" I murmur smiling as I close my eyes "I need to leave soon, Lexi, but I'll come around tomorrow to see you" He says in a soft tone as he rubs my back "please do, I miss you already" I pout as I look up at him.

"You kill me" He groans chuckling an kisses my forehead "promise me that you'll stay safe, I know we've only just started to get to know one another but I couldn't bare the thought of losing you" I say emotionally as tears fill my eyes "you'll never lose me, don't worry I'll be fine, I promise" He says smiling warmly as he holds me tightly "Embry, there's something I need to tell you" I say biting my lip nervously "I really have to go, Lexi, can it wait until tomorrow?" He says as he stands up an stretches.

"I guess so" I say forcing a smile "I'll call you later" He says leaning down an kissing my cheek before he was soon gone.. I really want to tell him what I am but I don't know how he'll react considering I've had plenty of opportunities to tell him but I've pussied out because I'm scared he'll see me differently or he'll get mad or upset that I've been hiding it from him, I don't want to hide what I really am but I'm terrified of what people will think of me once they know the truth.

Dad soon got home an I watch football with him, I will never understand the type of people that scream at a television set thinking that people can actually hear them.. it's honestly the most funniest thing though, Dad will say the weirdest things sometimes but I'm used to it now. I really wish I had more friends but Embry is all I'll ever need... I get up off the couch an trudge into the kitchen, I make myself a cup of coffee and grab Dad another beer before walking back into the living room.

"Thanks Lex, you ok?" He asks concerned "yeah just tired, I might have an early night after my coffee" I say smiling as I take a sip of the throat warming.. soul taming coffee. I soon finish my coffee and decided to go lay in bed, I couldn't help but plan out scenarios in my head of me telling Embry the truth and never seeing him again or he might get angry with me.. I should of just told him as soon as I met him but I'm scared.

I sigh putting my phone on charge before laying my head on a pillow and slowing falling asleep as I think of Embry an it made me wish he was here so badly...