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what have i done

Chapter 13

As I am sitting in the car I am thinking about Derek omg I can't breath I need to to get out I need to go back omg I Ned I don't what have I don't Derek just told me he loved me I should have told him I loved him omg I do love him I need him.

" Justin what have I done he just told me he loved me" as I look at him and start to cry.

" yea he told you he loved you but I know you were angry do you wanna go back " as I stop the car

As I sit there not recognizing what he was talking about I was to filled up with sadness. Omg my heart is telling me to go back but my mind is telling me to keep driving and let him fight for me more I mean if I think about he would always ditch me for her ever time I turned around he was with her and right know I am just thinking of all those times he has left me for her I so I guess I made up y mind not to turn around to keep going. Evan ever inch of me is missing him and angry all at the same time I want him and I don't something is telling me to let him fight for me more but the more the more I think I might lose him and I don't won't that I love him to much to let him go and I know he says he loves me but dose he actually mean it dose he truly love me I mean he needs to understand what he did I can't get it out of my head but I wont him its so wired my body wants him but my heart is telling me let him fight for me I don't know I just hope he doesn't give up guise there was a apart of me when he was telling me how much he loved me gave in but the other half can't forgive him just yet.

Derek prov:
When I got to Justin house and I saw I window open I just claimed in I mean I know that is breaking a enter but I don't care I need to tell Selena how I feel Evan of she walks away I am still going to fight for her I love her to much to let her go and I know what I have done to her these last couple months have not been easy for her because of what I have done but I hope some part of her will for give me. As I walk in to the room I hear the shower going I think its her as I knock on the door and I walk in I can tell she is scared just buy how she is calling out Justin name but omg I heard her say my name damn I miss her but ill just wait for her in the room or hall closet after she came out of the shower o hear her talking to Justin OK I know he likes her but she is mine and I know they are best friends so I'll respect him an there friendship as I walk to the bedroom door and I open I put my hands on her eyes and down her body to her hips I fell that she is cared so turned her around to see he beautiful eyes and that smile that makes me melt ever time I see it but wants I turned her around she States at I start to fell that she doesn't won't me to let her go because I feel ever time I touch her she is warm like lighting hit her but as i feel her push my arms off her I know that was hard for her I just started telling her how much I lover her and wont her and I will do what ever it takes to have her back in my arms it was going well in till she brought up Sasha then it went down hill and HSE ran down stairs and I grab before she ran I to the Car and kissed her when I kissed her I can fell like she wonted more because her young went in my mouth but then she pushed me away and yelled more and they drove oof. When she left it felt like I would never see her again but I know half of her wonted to for give me PR she wouldn't stick her tongue in m mouth but I know she is MD still but when I told her I would fight for her in till I had her back I made it because that was my plan I am going to stick to that I lover and I'll never let her go I hope she knows that
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As I am sitting beside Justin and his car is pulled over which I total forgot why and what he just asked op my mind is so gone and I still have work