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Sadness

Chapter 7

I wake up to my phone ringing I slowly open my eyes I answer the phone not even looking at the phone.

" hello"

" hey Selena how are you"

" hi Derek why you calling me this early"

" Selena its 10:30 its not early so are we hanging out today?"

" oh I cant I have to clean today and I have plans"

" oh what plans?"

" oh just with a friend anyways I have to go bye"

" oh OK and bye talk to you later Selena"

When I hanged up on Derek it felt good to hang up on him but i would like to hang out with him but i am actually going to hang with a friend today. As I get out of bed and run in the shower I am thinking about Derek I can't stop thinking about him but I no that if I keep letting him kiss to me I am going to lose my mind so that's it I am done with him lying to me. As I am washing my hair with my conditioner hope out of the shower as I am running to my room I see Catherine looking at me

" yes Catherine" as I smile

" oh was just wondering if you ha plans today?"

" yea I do with a friend"

" oh who is the friend?"

" his name I Justin and we're just friends"

" were are you going" he looks at me with a suspicious look on his face

" Wow come on Catherine were going to the mall for 2:00"

" OK well have fun and Selena what do I tell the boys if they ask?

" just say that I am out with a friend that's all they need to no OK anyways I have to go"

As I walk in my room and look in my closest I am thinking I'll wear shorts and a blue crop top and black sweater in case its cold. As I am doing my make up and I am getting changed I look a the time omg I am late its already 1:45 I am supposed to meet Justin for 2:00 my gosh I am late. When i finished my make up I grabbed a pair of shoes and ran out the door as i was running out the door and I was about to open the car door I fell a hand on my arm I turn around its Derek omg Derek please leave me alone I really am late I have to go OK I can't talk. Ugh I don't want to talk to him ugh.

" yes Derek what" as I give him attitude

" wow what's with the attitude Selena?" Look at here weirdly

" oh I am just late for something I have to go"

" oh OK I'll let you go then" as he says that with a sad face

Ugh what kills me is that I don't hate him its the opposite I really do want him in my life. But he did to me I don't like people who lies to me. My body is saying get in the car and drive but my mind is saying turn around and kiss him but what I really want to do is drive and make him fell the way I fell right now I don't want to break up with him but I do want him to fell hurt mmm. As I am thinking of how to hurt him

" hey Derek please get your hand off me I have to meet Justin I have a date and I am late so" I say with a serious face

Derek prov
Wow what's wrong with here wait maybe she found out oh my gosh I really don't won't here to go on a date wait what's his name oh Justin who the fuck I thought we were dating. Omg I think she found out maybe not omg I am really tempted to kiss here right Now but I won't Ill just left my hands off Here hips.