Ok a quickie before I start chapter 13. Y'all listened to #Beautiful by Mariah Carey ft Miguel ?!?
DO IT NOW! Its so amazing. I'm in love with Mariah Carey 😍😍😍
While you're at it listen to POWER TRIP - J COLE FT MIGUEL! BOMBDOTCOM SONGS!!!
I kinda have writers block guys -__- help me! Inbox them thoughts 😊😉
But for some reason when i begin to write.. Words flow out of me
K back to to book ❤❤❤
If this chapters not as good, sorry 😘😘
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Tatyana P.O.V
Not this again....... I don't need this. First my dad, now Chres. I dont want Chres. It just happened. What is Jacob gonna say?!? Hes given me TOO many chances... What if this time its been enough?! i feel like i put Jacob through so much, almost stress him out. I dont know what to do. Im already hiding something from Destiny. Now Jacob?!? Jacob would never cheat on me, and I had to come to come along and do this. I hate myself 😔😔 I dont want to hide this from my own boyfriend. Ok. I cant keep this from him, and this Raquan thing. I'll tell Destiny IF we find Raquan.
I have no choice. I have to tell Jacob wether he likes it or not.
I went back to our ghetto ass hotel room. Hopefully theyre still there
Jacob and Destiny were passed out on the couch. I woke up Jacob and brought him to the other room.
Jacob, I have something to tell you baby.
What is it? He said.
I said I cheated on you with Chres.
What?.. He said Why.. What happened?!
Chres dragged me into his car & knocked me out. I woke up naked. He was too. He kissed me and seduced me. Im sorry .... It was a mistake i never wanted it to happen
Jacob didnt answer. He simply got up, and went into a different room
I was banging on the door
"JACOB. JACOB OPEN THE DOOR NOW PLEASE BABY IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU PLEASE OPEN UP"
Destiny came in.
"What.. What happened?!"
I told her full detail and decided to tell her about Raquan. She was pissed.
She left the hotel
I feel like everyone hates me. I want to die. Fuck my life.
I decided to write Jacob a note and slide it under the door. The note said
" Dear Jacob O'neil Latimore JR,
You thought I wouldnt remember your full name huh? I remember. You thought I wouldnt remember you sing, but dont wanna become famous? I remember. You thought I didnt remember your mom died when you were 12? Well I remember. You thought I didnt remember that you love me? Yup. I remember and I have taken advantage of the number of chances you have given me. Im so sorry. And to be mad at me. I understand. Break up with me. I will understand, but I will not be able to comprehend. You are all i have . Destiny left when I told her about Raquan. You are all i have left. YOU are all I care about. YOU are the one I wanna be with. YOU are the reason for my health and well being right now. I love YOU. And if you decide to leave me I understand just always know I love you. I will never stop.
Love, Tatyana Coggins. ❤❤
P.S : Call me when you decide you want to work this out. I love you, and I hope to call myself Tatyana Latimore one day 😊 Im sorry. Deeply sorry baby.
I slid it under the door.
Exited the hotel room. Took my phone and Some chaching. Needed a break.
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YOU LISTEN TO THE SONGS YET?!?!? HON DO IT NOW!! Love you guys 😘😘😘 If you listened to it before this chapter DAMN LOOK AT YOU BEING ALL PUNCTUAL AND SHIT lol 😂😊😘
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