Insufferable

Chapter 10

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“Keeping me awake,

It’s been like this now for days,

My heart is out at sea,

My head all over the place,

I’m loosing sense of time,

And everything tastes that same.”

Chapter 10

This was not happening. After my wild night (sarcasm) I came home and tried to compose myself, it was hard work, locking away my memories and feelings, but I managed. Until my grandmother told me that the Alpha and his family were having lunch here and that I better dress nice.

Nice? I had to dress nice to see my mate and his family.

His family?

What did that include?

His wife?

His daughter?

Did he have any other kids I didn’t know about?

Let’s think about this logically, the wife thing was a bit far-fetched because I am sure that I would have met the Luna by now, they should be attached by the hip. But I didn’t, so maybe he just screwed somebody and she fell pregnant which could happen cause an Alpha can mate anybody, and then she left Gabriella on his door step and he had to grow up fast and become a father and Alpha all in one go.

Wow, am I just making stuff up today. Do you see what thinking does to me? I get really into it, which is not good. I should be freaking out right now. I would be close to him, in the same room. For longer than a few minutes, maybe three hours. But his an Alpha, how much free time does he have right?

Besides there are rouges running around, I don’t even think he will come, his probably cancelling right now.

Why am I freaking out right now?

You see what I mean? He brings all these emotions out of me. I hate this.

I hate him.

Okay I can never hate him, and I don’t blame him at all for not wanting me. I have wounds so deep they never heal, they never go away. They are always there. If I was him I would want a mate that smiles and has life in her eyes, and begs him to accept him and comfort him and….

I shook my head.

I should get myself together, I don’t even know him and he has some twisted hold on me.

Right! That’s how this mate business works, I should have made a deal with that vampire last night, that pill was very tempting. What did I really have to lose? Oh well, maybe next time.

Back to the present, I was currently laying on my bed and for once the yellow walls was not the main thing on my mind, instead I was waiting for the doorbell to ring, watching the beside clock tick.