Poems for Eleanor Snape

Addict

Relaxation....

Happiness....

Calmness...

That is what I don't have with out it.

That is what I want.

That is what I need.

When I use,

That is what I get.

With only one stem, I can have what I don't.

I can feel better,

If only for a moment,

If only for a blink,

If only for a breath.

In and out.

That's how I make it all better.

Breathing in the smoke,

Then breathing it out.

It helps.

It heals.

But when I don't have it...

It hurts.

~Eleanor