Loving You... My Cold-Hearted Guy (COMPLETED)

28. Choosing Her.

The moment I knew about Monique's condition, hindi ko malaman kung paano ako magsisimula. I talked about it with Karla and she told me what happened and the talks she had with her lately.

Tama nga ako, sya nga yung nakita ko sa hospital in wheelchair.

For almost a year, Monique did all the treatments to prolong her life but she gave up. The only reason why she got back here is to ask for forgiveness. Monique really has a good heart. 

My tears are nonstop whenever I remember her. Gusto ko syang makasama, gusto ko syang mayakap, gusto kong humingi ng tawad sa kanya, gusto ko syang gumaling..

I'm even mad at myself for letting this happen. Sana naalagaan ko sya since that day pero mas pinili niyang siya ang masaktan at maghirap kesa ang mga taong nagmamahal sa kanya.

I know I should focus on Misty instead of  Monique pero hindi ko kayang balewalain na lang ang condition niya. Monique needs me more.

So I asked Paolo to come over because I need a confidant.

"Pare alam ko may responsibilidad ka na kay Misty.. It will be unfair for her lalo na sa magiging baby niyo.. but I understand that you have always loved Monique and hindi ko rin matanggap na nagkasakit sya ng ganon, I'm sure if Karl knew about this he would go crazy.. Hindi ko alam kung matino ang advice ko but this is life between death.. Just follow your heart."

"If I have to follow my heart, then it would be Monique.. But if I have to follow my consience, it would be Misty and our baby. I don't know pare. Sasabog na ang utak ko sa kakaisip."

 

 

 

"But you have to think of it and decide. I heard Monique is going back to US for good."

 

 

 

"Pare magiging masama ba ko kung pipiliin ko si Monique? I love her.. and the mere thought na mawawala sya sakin drives me insane.."

 

 

 

"I don't have the right to judge you, dahil kaligayahan mo yan. If I were you, mahihirapan din ako. Pero kung ano ang tingin mong mas magpapaligaya sayo, then dun ka."

Monique is more important to me than anyone else.. Pero how could I tell Misty that I cannot marry her anymore? I will still be a father to our child, hindi ko kakalimutan yun.. pero hindi ko kayang i-set aside ngayon si Monique...