Aftershock

Aftershock chapter 3

The day I was raped it was 2 weeks after my 13 Th birthday, the guy Ryder was 16

he is Mattews' brother but I don't let him see her at all I don't even think I have her. I don't know why it

happened I feel like its my fault, you see I shouldn't have walked into the house that day because

Mattew wasn't even there but I was a stupid girl I had listened to him he told me to sit on the couch to

wait for Mattew. He asked me if I wanted something to eat or drink I said I was thirsty so he went and

got me some pop little did I know that he put something in it. After I drank a little bit I began to feel

tired and not feeling good, he noticed so he picked me up and took me to a room, well I couldn't really

see since I had my eyes closed but I heard a door shut and I think I heard a lock. He put me on the

bed, I wasn't sure what was happening but I remember feeling my clothes being taken off and I

getting cold. My whole body was numb, I couldn't move. I wanted to fight but I couldn't, I felt helpless

and I couldn't scream cause no one would hear me anyways. I wanted this feeling to go away but it

wouldn't, I wanted to disappear but I cant, I want to go home but he wont let me. I felt trapped all I

remember is the pain I felt in the lower part of my body and all I could think about was how i just lost

my virginity to a guy that just raped me, then I passed out. when I woke up I was in the hospital, the

doctors said I had been drugged, beaten, and raped. Apparently I was out for a week or two, what

shocked me the most was what they said next, I was pregnant. What how can I be pregnant I am to

young to have a baby let alone raise it. Do they know who raped and beat me? Is Ryder and I the only

people to know that he raped and beat me? What did I do to deserve what happened to me? What

about Lucas and Mattew do they know what happened? What will people think of me? And who

brought me here? I sit in the hospital thinking and I am in deep thought I soon realize that I have

company. My mom, my brother, Lucas, and Mattew they are all asleep except Lucas he just woke up.

He looked over at me and jumped up and ran over to me and gave me a hug and kept saying its all

my fault it all my fault I should have been there. I put my hand over his mouth so he would stop

talking. " Shhhhh be quiet its not your fault you didn't know it was gonna happen and neither did

anyone else. You are a great friend and a great person you can help me now by answering some of

my questions as in who brought me here?"  " Ryder did he said he found you outside and that he saw

that you were pass out and that he tried shaking you but you wouldn't wake up"  That bastard he said

that, that is a lie a total complete LIE.... HE'S the one that raped me HE'S the one that beat me and

HE'S the one that drugged me and made me pass out.. HE also got me pregnant, so we are the only

ones that know?  How could he do this to me I'm 13. great its gonna be hard... I looked at Lucas he

had a horrified look on his face it soon turned into shock and then anger. ooppps did I say that out

loud, I looked around the room again and everyone was awake and had the same look on their face...

ummmm I guess they just found out hehe wow I guess everyone knows now. I looked back at Lucas

the look on his face scared me it made me want shrink back down and crawl in a hole. I looked over

at Mattew he was still in shock and soon enough it turned into rage, he stormed out the room. uh-oh,

Lucas was about to get up to go with Mattew to probably beat up Ryder but I held his had tighter so I

wouldnt left go. " Please stay here with me please I need you here with me" I pleaded he just looked

at me and nods his head. I look over at my brother now and he soon realizes that Mattew had left, so

he left he probably thinks that Mattew need help beating the crap out of Ryder. I knew from that day I

was gonna keep the baby because I am against abortion and I do not want my baby to be in a foster

home. I pulled Lucas over on the bed beside me, he layed down trying not to hurt me. I put his arms

around me and snuggled in to his chest, he pulled me a little bit closer to him and we just stayed in

this position and we both fell asleep. After a day or two they let me go home, Lucas asked his mom is

he could stay with me for a few days of course she said yes cause she had to go on a business trip

for a week so it worked out. 

(thank you for reading I dont even know if its any good I just made it up on the spot. on the next upload I will go back to present please comment vote fan) :)