Rotting Away

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I'm rotting away.

Just another day

In this cage that I've made

In this mind that I hate

I feel like i might be dying

Yet I just can't feel a thing.

Can't stay another day

My soul screams for relief

But I just don't know what to say;

'Im so sorry that I got you into this mess?'

'I really did wish only the best?'

Im numb I can't cry

my eyes are painfully dry

My soul cracked in pieces

As dust leaks from it's creases

I want to scream

but something's blocking my dreams,

An invisible wall

I simply cannot see.

I urge to cut

but that requires moving

And in this rut

I can barely do a thing.

Im rotting away.

Just another day

In this cage that I've made

In this mind that I hate

I feel like im dying

Yet I just can't feel a thing.

Im rotting away

In this broken body

The smell of decay

Is becoming overwhelming

Just another day trying to find a way out.

Breathing no longer has meaning

And neither does the screaming

When nobody hears a thing

Sleep calls my name

Yet I never get enough,

When I want it it's out of reach

When I don't it's here to stay

I just want to go away.

Depression chaining me down

Don't want to do a thing,

Can't move

Can't speak

Can't even breathe.

It's taking over me.

Im rotting away.

Just another day

In this cage that I've made

In this mind that I hate

I feel like dying

Yet I just can't feel a thing.

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