Playing With Fire

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

"Kayla dont fuck with me today-"

"Dont fuck with you Lloyd my bestfriend my only friend died that day and yo sorry ass frie-" I couldn't even finish my sentence as Lloyd grabbed me by my throught and threw me against the wall.

"Watch yo fucking mouth she knew just like you did that it's a risk when you fuck around with a nigga like me. With a nigga who do what I do. Say one more thing about Man and you ass gone be in one of these hospital beds!" He said going back to pick up Jr.

"Fuck you Lloyd!" I said walking out the room. I was pissed I hate that he dont see what I see. I hate even more that he'll never be able to see what I see.  I went walking around the hospital I hate that I let him run my life.

As much as I'd hate to admit it I need him more then I wanna need him. I cling to Lloyd and I cant even pretend I don't know why. I feel like if I loose another person I'm close too I'll have a mental break down.

I walked around for a few hours before I ended up in the pediatric wing.

"Mom Sire is fine... I know mom.... Look me and sire has been fine for almost four years he has a sore throat thats it.... ok mom I gotta go... I know mom love you too bye." I couldn't help but ear hustle to the ladies conversation because her voice sounded so familiar.

I watched as the doctor pull back the curtain to step in and I swear to God I saw Anna's face. Just as the doctor was about to close  the curtain I snatched it open and sure enough it was Anna standing next to a little boy on the hospital bed.

"You Bitch!" Anna's eyes got wide at my outburst as she came charging me out the room.

"Kayla calm down and I'll explain everyth-"

"Explain what Anna explain how you let my friend think you and his son was dead? You know what I just got the most interesting phone call of my life . Not only is Man woke but he up and moving." Shock was written all over Anna's and mine's face as Lloyd opened his mouth.

"Lloyd please dont tell him he wont under-"

"Anna do you think I give a damn about anything you gotta say? My best friend has spent the last four years in a fucking comma  how I'm feeling right now is like I need to beat the shit out of-"

"Why are even here Lloyd yo life is back with Mia and Man. Better yet Kayla why are you even here there's no way in hell your dad would let you leave the city let alone the state."

My heart broke when she mentioned my dad. And then I got pissed she was excused for not being there when my father died because I thought that she had died. Now finding out that it was all a lie and when I needed her the most she wasn't there for me.

"He's dead you bitch. After you "died" he got sick and died a few months after. I needed you then more then I have ever needed you. I hated you for leaving me alone like that. On top of everything your mom just left I never got to say good bye. I went through hell.

 I tried to kill myself after my dad died but I couldn't go through with it I couldn't take my baby's life like that she was the only good thing happening in my life. When my baby died my life took a turn for the worse but you wouldn't know that because you just up and fucking left me you bitch. 

No phone calls no texts hell a simple email would have suf-fucking-ficed but no you had to drop off the face of the fucking earth." I was shouting by the end of my speech. Not only that but tears was also streaming down my face as Anna and Lloyd's face was full of pure shock.

"I didn't know you tried to kill yourself." Lloyd stated sadly and kinda upset.

"Why would you know so you could beat me? You were a saint when I first got pregnant then you slowly turned into a nightmare. When our baby died it broke my heart and then on top of her dying you told me to leave it in the past and then you left.