Bulletproof Love || Kellin Quinn X Vic Fuentes || Kellic || {NOT EDITED}

27 (Tony pt 2 )

Tony's POV

Mike pulled me into a hug.

I started sobbing in his chest.

"Shh it's going to be okay Tony." He whispered

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Today was Monday which meant I had to go to school.

I looked in the mirror and stared at myself

I really got no one left my mom left us a year ago.

And my dad and my sister died.

I felt a tear stream down my face

I am going to be moving in with Jake since I can't live alone

I was wearing a star wars shirt and dark grey slim jeans

"We're going to be late tony." Jake texted

"I'm coming." I texted back

I sighed

I grabbed my star wars backpack and walked outside

Jake was sitting on my lawn

"You okay?" He looked at me

I turned my wrist so he would not see the cut across my wrist I made last night

"Yeah, I have to go get a sweater." I turned around

"But it's like plus one million out here."

I went to grab my star wars sweater

 I walked back outside

"You sure you're alright?" Jake looked at me concerned

"Yeah, I'm fine." I faked smiled

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Everyone ran up to me

"Tony are you okay?" A girl said

there were probably like 50 people crowding me

I didn't like it

"Can you guys leave You know Tony doesn't like attention." Vic said

"Oh yeah sorry Tony." Mostly everyone said

"Thanks." I said quietly

"No problem." Vic smiled

The bell rang

I had gym with Mike and Jake

I know gym the first thing in the morning sucks

I grabbed my gym clothes from my locker

We walked into the boys changing room.

"We are playing dodgeball." Mike walked out of the stall

I sighed and went into the stall

I took off my sweater

I looked at the cut on my wrist it got darker and is more noticeable

I looked at it for a few minutes

"Tony hurry up." Mike banged on the stall door

"u-uh Mike I don't feel well." I lied

"We you can't you know how Mr. Lang is." 

I sighed

I looked in my bag and found three big rubber bracelets

A star wars one, Linkin Park one, and a Walking Dead one

I put both of them on

They hid the cut perfectly

I walked out

"Finally grandpa." Jake scoffed

I smiled

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I got though the morning without anyone finding out

After gym I just wore the bracelets all morning.

I grabbed my lunch from my locker and went to the lunch room

I saw Kellin writing on a paper listen to music.

Is he doing homework?

I walked over to him

"Uhh kellin?" I looked at him

"Yeah?" He took out an ear-pud

"What are you writing?" I sat next to him 

"A song." He replied

"Oh, so are you putting them on Youtube?" I asked

"Yeah, but I might make this one original." He looked at me

"Why?" 

"I like it." He smiled

He has one of the nicest smiles ever.

Not in a gay way in a nice away.

I smiled back

"What's this song called?" I looked at the paper

"Kick me." 

"Nice."

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After school the depression hit me again

I quickly got my bag and ran home

I threw my bag on the ground when I entered my room

Tears started to fall

I quickly ran to my dresser and grabbed my blade from under one of my hats.

I ripped off my bracelets

and lined the blade against my skin

I pushed it down and pulled it back

I looked and saw lots of blood start to flow down my wrist

My door swang opened

I grasped and turned around

It was Kellin, Vic, Mike and Jake.

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A/N: When this book is over should I make a squeal?