Some Things Change

STC Entry 6

Cause I maybe bad but I'm perfectly good at it

Sex in the I don't care I love the smell of it

Sticks and stones may break my bones

But chains and whips excite me

I can feel the vibration of the loud music in my chest and I felt sick. Really sick like I was going to faint in any minute. Suddenly I feel a gentle squeeze on my hand.

"Are you okay?" tanong ni Sai sakin

"Yeah" sabay umupo na ako.

"Kukuha lang kita ng pagkain at maiinom. Stay there don't even try to move or talk to someone especially the guys."

"Kasama ba dun ang paghinga?"

"Nope." He wink at me pagkatapos umalis na siya.

With my eyes wide open I started looking for Kiko dahil bigla na lamang niyang hinila si Matt papunta doon sa dancefloor too excited.

I spotted them quickly nagsasayaw sila malapit sa stage. They were really good I guess. It was sensual dance but you could really tell the way they move it was professional no flirting. Soon enough they started gathering the crowd's attention at mas lalo pa nilang ginalingan.

The way they move it was.... My thoughts were disturbed by someone.

"Ang galing nila diba?" someone asked me

"Yeah." Sagot ko habang dahan-dahan ko tiningnan yung kinakausap ko. Si Sai pala.

"Kanina ka pa ba diyan?" tanong ko.

"Yep and I was really enjoying kung paano kuminang yang mga mata mo sa napapanood mo except the way Kiko's dancing with that guy." He smiled at me.

Medyo naflattered ako sa sinabi niya. How I wish na magkacrush na ako sa kanya para mutual na kami but sigurado ako sa nararamdam ko na kapatid ang turing ko sa kanya and it will not change.

"Uhm." Di ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanya at napakiramdaman naman niya dahil iniba niya yung usapan.

"Let's eat." I nod at him

Medyo marami yung kinuha niya sakin at napansin niya kung paano ko titigan yung aking pinggan.

"I don't want you to become hungry. Kain ka lang." habang sumusubo siya ng pagkain

At sinumulan ko nang kainin yung pagkain na binigay niya sakin.

"Try this." Susubuan niya ako ng salad.

Medyo nagdalawang isip ako dahil parang ang awkward naman na susubuan niya ako. Para kasi kaming may relationship nun.

"Don't worry wala akong sakit." He smiled at me.

Sinubo ko na rin dahil nakakahiya naman na tanggihan ko siya and the last thing na gusto kong gawin is saktan ang taong malalapit sakin.

Na na na na Come on Come on 

Come on I like it Like it Come on 

Come on Come on I like it Like it 

Come on Come on Come onI like it

My mouth watered as I watch the last chicken piece sa aking pinggan. Hindi ko namalayan na naubos ko na lahat except for this chicken nakakahiya tuloy kay Sai. Pagkatapos kong kainin yung last chicken piece bigla akong napaburp (A/N ininglish ko na siya dahil di ko po alam kung lalawiganin yung salitang dighay).

"Ooh" I burped.

Sa tingin ko sobrang pula ko na dahil ang init ng pakiramdam ng mukha ko pati na ang tenga ko nakisama pa. At mas lalo pang nag-init yung pakiramdam ko nang makirinig ako ng tawa.