Love It Forever (sequel to Little Direction COMPLETE)

The day

Sorry it has taken me forever to upload I've been SOOOOOOOOOOO BUSY lately but I really hope you like this chapter and I had to write it in like an hour so I hope it's enough xx

"Come on perrieeeeeeeeeee" my mother said as I slowly opened my eyes

I rolled onto my back groaning at the fact I had to get up after last night

"Come on pez you have to wake up" she says shaking my shoulders gently

I mumble something that I can't even understand and open my eyes completely

"Morning mum" I say

"Morning baby, come on you have to get up" she says kissing my forehead

I give her the puppy dog eyes and pull the blanket up to my nose

"Pwease mummy can I have another half an hour, pwwwweeeeeeeeeease" I beg her sweetly

"Fine, half an hour" she smiles walking out of the room

She closes the door and I try to get back to sleep but just can't

I sigh as I roll onto my side and grab my phone off the bedside table

I hold it in front of me as I remain on my side snugged up into the blankets

I open the photos and scroll through all of them from last nights at my hens night

I see many photos of us in the club that was set up all in tweeted bird decorations...................it was jades idea...

I laugh at some of the weirder photos

I turn my head and look at the large beautiful wedding dress hanging on one of the doors

I sigh and roll back onto my back

I stare at the ceiling and wonder

This is the day that I am tied to someone for the rest of my life, not with a rope or with handcuffs, but with a promise, that we will love each other for the rest of our lives, through weakness and strength, happiness and devastation, and through love and hate

I hear a knock on my door and before I can reply my mum walks in once again

"Hey baby, I need to talk to you about something...really, really important" she says sitting on next to me on my bed as I sit up running my fingers through my messy hair

"What is it mum?" I say yawning

"I think you should call your dad" she says softly

- Wait was she serious?

"Wait, wait, are you being serious right now" I ask

"Yeah baby I am" she says rubbing my knee

I softly push her hand away looking down

"Mum I'm sorry but I just can't do that and you know that" I say looking back up at her

"Look baby I know you can never forgive what he did to you, but I'm not saying you have to do that, trust me, I'm not asking for you to forgive him, I just think he should know you're getting married in less than 24 hours" she says

I sigh rubbing my face with my hands in confusion on wether to call him or not

"Mum, I'm sorry, I just, I can't, not today" I say getting up out of bed

I hear her sigh

"Your breakfast is ready downstairs' she says as I walk out of my room

"Ok thanks" I say trying to walk downstairs without collapsing