Two years ago I would've never thought I would do what I did. I wish I could undo it. I regret it so much. I feel nauseous everytime I remember it. I even feel sick everytime I look at you. This has changed my view on our relationship. Don't think I'm changing my mind. We are still going to make it work. I will get over this. It's just different for me right now. I know it's not that bad. I actually really enjoyed it. That's the problem. I'm dissapointed in myself. I resent what we did. I set my boundaries then immediately crossed them. I let you push me because I didn't want to upset you. You still got upset; it wasn't enough. You're going to want more. I love you, but I can't do it. I can't give you what you need, what you deserve. Please understand how much I want to. I just can't. It's too hard, too confusing. I'm sorry that I can't. More importantly, I'm sorry I regret.
YOU ARE READING
My Stress Relief
RandomThere are times when I need to just write, I may be depressed, mad or just stressed. Whatever the reason, most of my creations will be put here.
